Jealousy Drive

Rollercoaster

Quincy and I had been dating for about a week and it was going great. We kept everything away from everyone even though few people were suspecting something was going on between us. Weeks changed into a couple months.

I won't lie the relationship was hard for me cus I kept being called single even though I wasn't. DNA boys treated me the same because they didn't know what was going on behind the scenes. My relationship with Terrence didn't get better either. It was like we never knew each other.

What hurt the most was Quincy was playing both sides. He told DNA shit about me and when they made me feel less of a human, he would console me. He also told them personal things that I would tell him and that he swore to secrecy about. I felt so embarrassed. I didn't see the foolish person that i was becoming. I always felt better when he consoled me in fact I loved him even more. And I knew at the back of my head, that he would always go back to his boys.

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Before I knew it, we were at the ending of April. Prom was approaching very soon and we were all excited and getting into the lovey dovey, immature shit.

Everyone wanted to ask Nae. She was the only one that met up to their standard. I wasn't surprised at all. She had already been asked by a boy who put chocolates and roses in her locker. Unfortunately for him, he got turned down.

One day there was so much notice. I knew something juicy must have come out and I wanted to find out what it was. It didn't take me long enough to realize that the news was about my boyfriend. It wasn't great news at all - not for me.

QUINCY WAS GOING TO ASK NAE TO PROM!!😤😤😡 I had to man up walk up to him immediately and call him to the side.

"What the hell am I hearing about you asking Nae to prom?"

"I'm not! The boys what me to but I can't and you know why", he replied

" I know why? Because you say you love me but you really don't. You made a mistake the first time you said it and now you can't stop saying it because you think you'll hurt my feelings. " I could feel the pain running through my veins, my words, my eyes but I just hoped he couldn't see it.

"Quincy 5-aside soccer now. Hurry!", Damien shouted across the room. Quincy turned around quickly like he wasn't just talking to me. He walked away without a word. I knew it was over and I had to move on.

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When I got home, everything felt normal. I did my homework and took a shower. I was trying to kill time. It was like I was waiting for something to happen. I just lay on my bed and played my killer playlist. Suddenly I got to Tory Lanez's guns and roses. Everything came back to me and suddenly my mind was sitting on the throne of reality.

Yes. I was waiting for something - a text. Quincy hadn't texted me and that was unusual. I didn't want to text him because I'd just look desperate and jealous. So I just sat on my bed waiting for the notification.

11:47 came and I wasn't sure he was going to text me. I just sighed, imagining how awkward tomorrow will be. The worst part was we sat next to each other in English class. It was bad enough that we were on this crazy rollercoaster.