Perfectly Imperfect

My Baby...Not Her!!!!!

Blue P.O.V

Did this bitch just shoot my daughter. I officially am the worst parent ever. I lost two children. All from Gucci.

I ran over and held Lena hand in the emergency room.

"I'll call Gucci."

I just stayed silent. My life's not worth speaking now, anyway.

As door as T left Start talking to Lena.

"Hey Baby, If you can hear me, this is mommy. Tyler and I will never stop loving you, OK. Don't die out on us. I'll die. T will die. Tina and Meg will die. Just for you Baby. I love you and I know you love me. Don't go into the light. It's not Where mommy wants you to go." I laugh a bitter laugh and start talking again.

"You know I remember the first time you we're born. You we're so adorable. I wanted to eat you and put you back in my stomach for a additional 9 months. Isn't that something. Everyone loves when you we're there. Inside of me."

"Not me. You wanted every food known to Man kind." said Gucci.

I turned to him and instantly saw red.

"Fuck you. You small dick nigga. You don't know what the fuck a daddy is bitch ass nigga. You a bitch ass nigga. Fuck nigga."

I slapped him and T pulled me back.

"I knew I should've stayed away from you."

"I didn't know Jas was going to shoot Lena."

"You don't know anything."

Beeeppppppppp

"Noooo. Baby, come back. No.Back. Please. Please. Get. A Dam. Doctor. Now."

Tena and Meg pulled me out the room to calm down. They we're hard down crying.

"Stop,before you loose the Baby."

"I don't care any more. Let me die."

2 weeks later.

"You ready, B?" says T walking inti the room dressed in all black.

I nod and he sighs.

"B, you haven't talked to anyone in a week. Come on. Please."

I nod and walk out the room into the living room. I see Tena, Meg, Gucci, My Dad, My Mom, My sister Zaria, my Auntie and uncle's and Everyone else.

"Thanks for coming you guys. We can go now." T says. Everyone is just looking at me with pity. I don't want their pity. Fuck their pity on me.

At The Church.

"We are all here to remember the life of Selena Peyton Washington. Anyone while wants to come up to come up on the stand Please do so."

I walk you there and hear gasps as I walk up there with my thick black glasses on. I really can care less if I'm acting rude, ima keep these bitches on.

"This is..." I look at Gucci. "Me and T's daughter. We loved her dearly and we can't believe that Gucci girlfriend shot Selena. Me, T, Tena, Meg and my parents are the ones who always helped me out with her and never hurt me. And I thank them for this. I will get avengence for her. Fuck "being in a church" shit and I can't supposedly "curse". No. I lost MY daughter and I will curse, punch, fight, and die for my Daughter. I only know so many people that will do the same"

I walk off the stage and Gucci got on.

"Hello. I'm Gucci Washington. Father of Selena Washington." he looked at T. "She loved her even if she never addressed me as dad. I know she was in good hands. She's with the angles now. I love her so much and I'm sorry for everything that I did to her, everything that hurt her hurts me, and things she sacrificed for me. I love her always and I would do anything to have her back in my arms. Bye"