Y/N P.O.V
For the past month Lucas has been spending less and less time with me, he's always with his mates having drinks and getting drunk.
I on the other hand have been staying at home, waking up at 3 in the morning with a drunk Lucas banging on the door slurring out random words I couldn't understand.
Tonight I'm going to make a change.
I got in from work and immediately walked to Lucas' and I room, I pulled out a red dress that comes to my thighs, curled my hair and did my makeup.
I got to my friends house where she had laid out all types of alcohol on the table.
Drink after drink, tear after tear.
Am I not good enough for him?
Is he cheating on me?
Am I a bad girlfriend?
Questions whirled around my brain as I drunk my pain away.
Lucas had called me 15 times but I ignored him, he deserves it.
I decided to sleep round my friends as I knew it would be better to argue sober.
This time I feel asleep on my own, no drunken body to cuddle.
*Next morning*
My friend dropped me off to my shared house, I waved goodbye before opening the front door.
I walked into the living room to see Lucas on his phone, he looked up at me with a worried look.
"Where the hell were you? I was worried sick!"
I laughed.
"I was having fun for once Lucas, this past month I've been eating dinner alone, watching films alone doing everything alone! I always worry about you but I don't say anything when you come back drunk but when I do it's a huge problem?!"
"You didn't text me in advance!" Lucas shouted back.
"Neither do you, oh wait I already know where you are I don't need a text in advance"
I grab my bag and run out of the door.
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Yooooo
There will be a part 2 of this and I will do a sad and happy version! :)
Much love,
Lilli
Xoxo
