I get so attached to people and develop a crush really easily, which is really fucking annoying when
1) I'm very, very far away from being generically attractive
2) I get crushes on people who would never want to be with me, but i have to face them regularly and act like it's all good
3) I'm a fucking idiot who gets crushes on people who literally don't know I exist, so i don't even get the chance to at least spend time with them
I just genuinely feel like I'm never gonna find someone who's a right match for me and actually fucking likes me
And it's not that I don't think I'm worthy of being liked, because I do have at least some level of self esteem
But I don't think anybody I like is ever gonna see that potential in me because they can all undoubtedly get someone a lot better looking or more interesting than me
I just want someone to see something in me
That's all I want
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Rants
RandomIf you read these chapters in order you can see how I go from being an annoying lil twat to a less annoying lil twat
