love as it is

chapter 12 its official

ashai pov

im glad that me and king made up it feels weird bein mad at him cause he always makin me laugh and shit after we went to go get my food he took me to this lil spot it was so nice it

instantly made me feel so calm he told me this where he came to think at it was a lil hill on the street saphire that had i nice view of the city

me and trey just sat and talked he told me some shit that i wouldnt have even thought was happenin to him it made me change my whole outlook on him and it made me feel even deeper

than i already felt for him i told him how my mom treats me and how i never knew my dad i told him how much i love her even if she treats me bad she the only thing i got in this world besides

kells but speakin on my feelins and shit i wonder if he feels the same way like i kno he like me but does he care for me ??

well instead of just wonderin i might as well ask him

"trey how deeply do you care for me cause i care for you a whole lot and i dont want to get into what ever it is we got goin on if you dont feel for me as much as i feel for you"

he shifted our positions so he could face me before sayin

"first off wat is it that we have goin on cause i want you to be my girl cause shai i really care for you like the only other person i feel this way about is my mama so as long as you loyal and i cant trust you we might as well make this shit official and quit playin all these damn games"

when he said those words i felt my heart beat out of my chest cause that ment he really felt the same about me as i felt about him so i said

"we can make it official on one condition"

he stared at me befor sayin "and that condition is what exactly??"

"the condition is if i give you my heart will you promise not to break it ??"

he smiled before sayin "only if you be my bonnie and let me be yo clyde "

i smiled before sayin "well it looks like your stuck wit me cause now your officially my bae"

he laughed then said "well since im bae give daddy a kiss"

i leaned over and and gave him my all in that kiss and he gave me his all as well

i was so excited to be in this relationship but i still couldnt let my gaurd down until i kno that trey gave up all his hoes

after a while of sitting and talking at treys thinking place we got up to go drop me off at home

on the drive home my song came on

"tell ya daddy stop his hatin

cause i be wearin braids and rockin jerseys daily

but that dont mean im thuggin no

he dont want me with ya

but aint tryna hear it though

not tryna hear it though

but i kno that if he knew yea

he would understand yea

now that your my man and

he would never hurt me no

let me come and see you

so that we can be alone,alone

(baby i kno a place that we can go and be alone)

as long as you make sure that you safely get me home

(dont worry baby)

meet me at the southside get you home by midnight

make sure that yo daddy just dont kno (daddy just dont kno)

i got you in the hood but

i kno what im doin cause

thats why we be meetin on the low (meetin on the low)

meet me on the southside

baby we can go hide

knowin that my boys go have my back (yeah eeh yeah)

only at the southside girl (southside eh eeh eh) southside

-southside lloyd ft. ashanti