the prince and the suicidal princess[peter Parker X Reader]

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Y/n pov

I make my way down the hallway chatting with peter about the science test coming up next block.

"Mmmm id like a piece of that" flash says eyeing my butt

"Ya id tap that" says his friend, chad

I began to feel uncomfortable
"Um please dont talk about me like that" i say. Looking at my feet. I did  not want  to make a scene

"Why babe you look hot as fuck in those  shorts" flash says

"You know what flash, leave her alone " peter says glareing at the rude man

"What are you going to do parker, pull my pants down" flash taunts

" just shut up about y/n"

"Fine shes fat anyways" flash jokes as his friends chuckle and walk away

I feel tears in my eyes as he walks away. Am i really fat? What if i am ugly.

"Y/n dont listen to them. They dont know what they are talking about" he says with a bit of acid in his voice

'Ya-ya i know' you force a smile on

"Are you sure. I know that a fake smile.. Speaking of which. Ive notice you have been more sad lately is everything alright?"

No im not."yeah im fine"

Peter opened his arms for a hug. I ran to him and hugged him as tightly as i could. he rocked us back and forth rubbing my back and whispering sweet nothings into my hair.

After i calmed down a bit we met up with ned and we had decided to skip the rest of the day. "Are you sure you dont want to hang out with us y/n?"

'Ya,ya i have work to do at home , an-and stuff yeah thank you tho'

"Ok text me please if you need to"

'Ya ya ofcourse' i dont want to bother their bonding time so i wont.

💢Triger warning coming up💢
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I pace around my room tugging at my hair. No one loves you. Your fat and worthless like flash said. I thought for a bit. I dont really want to do this but it might heal the pain. You should try it, who know it might help. I dug through my pencil case and found a pencil sharpener. I bit my lip for a moment trying to decided if i should do it or not fuck it.

I unscrewed it and placed it on my forearm it hovered there while i tried to think. I just scraped it over my arm and watching the scarlet beads poke through my skin felt so nice. I did it 7 more times and when i heared a knock on my bedroom door i froze for a split second i  hid the blade  under my bed. I put on my sweater and went to open my door.

💢Trigger warning is over💢

It was peter he had came over i guess to see if im alright. I let him sit on my bed. And he kept glancing at my arm as we talked. Stop being so paranoid he couldnt have seen it. (My bedroom is on the second floor)

We talked for about 2 more hours and he got a not-so-happy text from aunt may asking. Where he is.

Peter stood up and hugged me for what felt like forever he mumbled something like "i love you" but i doubt he said anything.. And i was getting my hopes up

When we finally stoped hugging he said goodnight and left. I climbed into bed and texted him

Y/n : Ty for comming over.

Peter❤: ofc i wanted to make sure you were alright bc of flash and chad

Y/n: thank you now get some rest we have the test tommorw :P

I shut off my phone and fell asleep with a tiny smile on my face from the texts i recived from peter

🌼Authors note🌼
Rhis will probably be unedited so if you guys catch any mistakes please let me know

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