I was in the car, silently crying i couldn't stop. When we arrived at our destination i forced myself to stop crying by biting my lip, it's probably bleeding now.
We went to see if they could repair my broken glasses, and of course they said no. I didn't want any of the others that were there, I'm to ugly to be wearing something so fancy and nice, we went home and i just felt worse i went to my room and cried. I didn't know why i was crying i normaly cry for nothing so it's nothing new. I got a message. It was from this girl in my class that wanted to also be the class President. I tried to refuse kindly since i wanted to be first, but she kept saying that she wanted to be to. So, we made a poll in the group chat. She ended up winning. She didn't win because she tries to be the best at work. She won because everyone liked her more. It's still not decided yet, so i still have a chance, even though I'm not sure if i want to do it at this rate.
I received another message. Of course it was from you. The only person that tried to understand me, we are meeting in two days and I'm really looking forward to it. But what if i ruin it? What if i am not the person that you want me to be? Would you still be by my side? Or would you leave me like everybody else has done? I don't want that to happen. I want to tell you I love you and i want you to say it back. I want to spend sleepless nights talking to you on the phone or even my message, i keep sending you sweets messages with all my love. This love is something that i don't give to everybody. This love has been broken and shattered. But i desided to reconstruct it just for you. All because i like you. And if something ever happens and you don't feel like you deserve this love, please, tell me, that way i won't have to suffer when i see that you are with another person. I don't want to get worst. So please, tell me when you get tired of me.
