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Hey. How are you today? I hope you are better today. I remember our last text, i never wanted us to break up, but i guess that was for the best. It all started with a small disagreement that let into us two fighting. It was literally nothing. Just a small misunderstanding. For a while i blamed myself. No. Every day I BLAMED MYSELF, when you are the responsable for all that, our relationship got to a point where i didn't feel anything for you anymore, you told people it was all my fault. That i was just using you, that you were just a toy for me,and the worst of all. That i never loved you. You now that's not true. I loved you with all my heart, but you were a toxic person in my life that i needed to get rid of. So that's what i did. I ended our relationship. For a while i wanted to keep in contact with you, you know be friends and all that crap, but you just kept using me and not talking to me for some time. I thought we were okay after our last months together at school, but that changed after i found out all the truth. You told lies and lies and lies. Different stories to different people. You made me look like i was looking for attention. You made me look like i was a bitch. But lucky for me, nobody believed in you. Because nobody likes you. Just accept it. You are still acting like a little kid when you are almost an adult. That's why i enden strings with you, because you didn't want to have a serious relationship when i did want that. I gave you TWO FUCKING OPPORTUNITIES AND DIDN'T APPRECIATE THEM. YOU JUST RUIN THINGS. I REALLY HOPE YOU NEVER TEXT ME AGAIN TELLING ME THAT YOU ARE SORRY AND THAT YOU REMEMBER ALL OF OUR HAPPY "MOMENTS" WHEN YOU COULDN'T EVEN LOVE ME THE FIRST TIME.

TO ALL THW PEOPLE THAT UNDERSTAND MY STORY AND HAVE GONE THROUGH SOMETHING LIKE THIS IM SORRY YOU WENT THROUGH THAT.

AND TO THE PEOPLE THAT HURTED THEM:
FUCK YOU

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