I finally made up my mind , Im going to end it all . i wrote a letter explaining why i did this and why i had these thoughts . i would hope that they would understand . I had this last thought of the one i love , and i said " hey dad ill see you in a few minutes i hope you made space for me ," and i prepared the blade and the noose . I made sure the noose was tight and it was . So i cut my wrist and hung myself , so that way no one would be able to save me .
my eyes closed .
my heart stopped .
my world ended .
i left so much behind and so many people that i love behind . But now its too late theres no coming back .💔
