They loved, they lost and they found the love of their lives~Jason McCann~

"why the hesitation?"

The next morning I woke up to a text message from Jason "Good morning, what's happening today cutie?" I replied with "well I have school but after that nothing, how about you?" and then I climbed out of bed an walked into the bathroom grabbing a hair tie from the counter and throwing my hair up in a messy bun.

I turned the shower on and climbed in doing all the essentials and before I knew it I was finished so I climbed out of the shower throwing a towel around me and stumbling into my bedroom.

I pulled out some underwear, blue skinny jeans and my school t-shirt an threw them on an then proceeding to brushing my long hair.

When I was finished brushing my hair I pulled my black combat boots on and I was finally finished getting ready for school, so I laid back down on my bed and grabbed my phone to see I had another text from Jason "Probably just hang with the boys and stuff, have fun at school".

I jumped up from my bed, slipped my phone in my back pocket, grabbed my backpack slinging it over my shoulder and strolled down the stairs, grabbed my car keys and walked out the front door and to my car.

I wasn't bothered about missing breakfast, in fact I hardly ever ate it.

I drove into the parking lot at school and jumped out of my car to be met by my best friend Teagan pulling up in her usual spot next to mine, "Hey chica!" she yelled climbing out of her car.

"Hey boo, what's up?" I replied hugging her.

She hugged me back and said "Same old, same old. Ready to put up with this shit hole for the next 8 hours?" I just laughed and started walking inside.

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The next 8 hours went by quicker then usual and before I knew it I was at McDonald's with Teagan eating fat, greasy fries.

Teagan was going on about how she can't wait to go and see 5 Seconds Of Summer in concert next month and that was when I completely tuned her out and drifted away with my own thoughts. 

Thoughts of Jason and what he might be doing right now, thoughts of how much it sucked that it took for his mum to die for us to meet again.

What if Jason isn't the innocent little innocent kid he once was?  Of course he isn't you idiot, he's 19 now!

I was suddenly awoken from my daze when Teagan began clicking her fingers ferociously infront of my face and practically screaming "Earth to Mel!" I quickly snapped my head towards her "huh? what?" I questioned. 

"wha?..never mind. I was trying to explain that I was leaving so I could go home and get some sleep after all it is" she looked down at her watch and back at me with wide eyes "8:30" she exclaimed "I've gotta go my parents are gonna be pissed" she stated before jumping up from her seat, kissing my cheek and running out the door.

"Bye" I whispered as I began packing all the rubbish up and putting it in the bin that was next to me.

I walked outside and jumped in my car when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, I pulled it out to see it was Jason calling.

I pressed answer and put the phone to my ear "Hello?" "Hey Mel, what's up?" I heard his voice ring from the other end, "sitting in McDonald's parking lot, what about you?" he yawned as he said "just got home, had a big day at work today." "sounds fun" I said "hey that reminds me, you never did say where you work?" I stated.

"I...I...Uh...I um.. I do some small construction work with a few of the boys" he stuttered why did he stutter? I thought before saying "oh, sounds fun. Well it's like super creepy sitting in this car park alone so I'm gonna hang up and head home to get some sleep, I'll text you. Bye Jase." "see you love" he replied as I hung up the phone.

I put my phone back down on the seat beside me and started my engine an headed down the road towards my house.

When I arrived home I jumped out of the car and walked inside "I'm home!" I yelled before running up the stairs and into my bedroom, I laid my backpack in the chair at the corner of my room and begun peeling my clothes an just as I replaced my skinny jeans with a pair of shorts I heard something hit my window.

I walked over to my window and pulled the curtain back slightly to reveal a very cold looking Jason, I quickly opened my window "Jason, what are you doing down their?!" I yelled as quietly as possible "I was bored so I thought I'd come see you!" he yelled back "shh!" I said shushing him so that my parents would hear him.

I motioned with my hand for him to climb up and he did exactly that, once he was on the balcony I walked back inside my bedroom and waited for him to do the same and closed my balcony doors.

I quickly paced over and locked my bedroom door as Jason pulled off his shoes and made himself comfortable on my bed before patting the space next to him for me to sit down, I walked over and jumped on the spot he had patted only to have him wrap his strong muscular arm around me.

I laid my head on his chest and also got comfortable "Jason, what are you planning to get out of this?" I asked "nothing!" he replied sounding shocked by my question "I just really wanted to have you in my arms, you don't mind do you? cause if you do I can go!" "no, no, no, don't leave. I like this I was just making sure" I said looking up into his caramel eyes "oh how they melt my heart"  I thought and I was so lost in his eyes that I didn't even notice that we both had begun to lean in.

I didn't want to offend him by not kissing him so I kissed back and holy lord was there sparks!

It was like the 4th of July in my stomach and my lips felt this tingling sensation on them, we continued kissing for about 3 or 4 minutes before Jason pulled away and rested his forehead against mine.

But then it was like he snapped out of some kind of of daze and he jumped and quickly started putting his shoes "I'm sorry" he said "I shouldn't of came here" I couldn't even get any words out of my mouth because before I knew it he was gone.

I just laid back down and allowed my thoughts to control my mind until I fell asleep.

Why did he leave? did I do sonething wrong? maybe he felt what I felt? 

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JASON'S POV

I don't know what came across me something just told me to leave, when I got home I ran inside and up the stairs slamming my bedroom door and throwing myself on my bed.

What is going on with me? I've never felt like this? Whenever I'm around her I feel so weak. This isn't good.

I'm Jason McCann the worlds biggest criminal, I don't have time for a love story....

or do I?