The Blonde Badass

Chapter 18:A Bad Past A Good Future

This chapter goes to my friend emma who before she died she inspired me to make these stories so if your wondering thats the story and my cat died today and im sad he was my baby!!! but yeah im sad now:''''(

(yuzu pov)

she goes to nibble on my neck "ngh~mei as much as i would love to we cant yuzuki is awake" she pulls away "hm alright then but i did miss you" i hug her "i missed you too mei" i stroke her hair as she nuzzles into me "i love you" i smile "i love you too" i get up and put kiki to bed and i go back to mei she is asleep i cuddle up next to her and fall asleep

**dream**

i look down and i see me from when mei left more like i see the razor blade cut my skin i whimper after that fade another image show up mei in a wedding dress saying i do i feel tears on my face then another image comes up of mei walking out of the door while i just stand there powerless NO!!!!! STOP!!!! PLEASE STOP!!! i wake up tears in my eyes 

**end of dream**

and mei wakes up "yuzu?whats wrong" i just sob into her shirt "please stop stop" she sounds confused "Stop what yuzu?your scaring me" she rubs my back and i calm down "its a nightmare" she gets up and walks to the kitchen i follow after "yuzu we need to talk" i just make my bowl of cereal "ok talk about what?" she sighs "ok what actually happened when i left?" i flinch "i told you already mei" she walks to me and graps my chin "your a lier yuzu" she grabs my arm causing me to wince she pulls the sleeves of my shirt and sees the cuts some old some only a week old "y-yuzu w-why?" i pull away "thats not important" she is pissed now "yes it is now tell me why?"  i sigh "fine these cuts are you mei  you broke me when you left and when i was healing you had broken me even more so i cut and cut till i felt better" she wraps her arms around me and sobs into my neck "oh yuzu i am so sorry i wanted to stay with you but i couldnt and" i put my finger to her lips "shush me talk you later" she just snuggles into my neck more "i even had tried dating but it didnt work nothing worked i couldn't get you outta my head" she just hold onto me tight like she wasnt going to let go again "when I came to be your guard I was bitter and cold but then when I saw kiki I could help but to see you in her" I put my hand to her face as she snuggles into my neck shes really on my neck now "my turn?"   

"it was awful everything was dull uncolored and overly bland I never once stopped thinking of the bracelet you gave me it was hell at the wedding and when I saw you at the stadium and you won I was proud and when you walked to us I had to stop my self from pouncing on you then but when the hatred and venom in your eyes came out it was like I was broken" I hold her "I dot know what is worst but all I know is that it was a bad past but a great future" she gives me a sweet kiss I smile as we pull away "aw now my cereal is soggy" she puts in into the sink and walks back to me "now then"she pulls me close to her "we need to make up for the lost time~" 

This is gonna be a rough night

I know its short but like I said im so sad cause of my kitty my onyx also my friend who died in that crash that put me into casts she told me to write this for her and so here we are well enough of my sappy life ill see ya later!!