Snuggle Season {} Komahina

CH 4. meds

Nagito Komaeda -

I got back to my dorm from buying more medicine. 'God... good thing I brought some medicine to dinner...' I peep through Hajime's dorm. He's asleep, peacefully... I close the door and put my medicine into my backpack.

I lay down on my bed, closing my eyes. But then, Hajime pops up in my head. '?!?' Hajime had his eyes widen. But then another one popped up, it was Hajime blushing, looking away...

'What's going on?!' I opened my eyes... and sighed... "I don't even want to sleep..." I let my ears and tail out, covering myself in my blanket. Then closing my eyes, Hajime popped up, but bashful... he seemed to be doing something... but I didn't really know what...
...
...
I woke up, Hajime was there. "Nn?" "Did you wear your cosplay to sleep?" I jumped. 'Shitttt!' "B-Be quiet!" He slapped my thigh. "Get up!" "Ow!" He looked at his hand, and panicked. "I'm sorry!" I look at my thigh, and whine. "Y-Your really sensitive!"

He wiped away the blood on my thigh.
"You make me want to die." I said, getting up. I tried not to move any part of my werewolf form. "Wow! It even feels real!"
He touched my tail, I jumped. "D-Don't touch my tail!" I crossed my arms. "I'm gonna change, don't touch my stuff please."

I said, grabbing a new pair of clothes and begin changing. I hid my ears and tail and walked out, Hajime was sitting on my bed. "What time is it?" "9:21" "Let's head to class."
*time skip*

I was in class, Kokichi came upon me
again.
"Heyooo..." "I honestly don't like you. Go away..." "...that's mean!" "I don't care."
I looked to the window, sighing. "You are so boring..." "Be quiet Kokichi..." The bell rang, I grabbed my bag and got up. I rushed to my last class, science. I bumped into Chiaki.

"Ah, sorry..." "It's fine Nagito." 'She's so nice...' I sighed. 'No wonder she's Hajime's friend.' "Hey! What class do you have?" "Science." "I do too, wanna sit together?" "Of course."
*time skip*
I was in my dorm already, laying in my bed. Hajime comes in. "Hey." "Can you knock next time?" I said, unmotivated to move. "Alright..." he sighs and jumped onto my bed, scaring me in this result. "The hell!"

I turn around.
"I'm sorry... but I'm bored, and I'm gonna do the same thing you did to me. And barge into your room and lay on your bed." "Well I'm sorry." I said, facing up. "God, your room is so empty..." "Why do you care so much?" "Because I do... why'd you think I even brought it up?" "..."

"Have you been eating?" "Huh?" "Your body is so skinny, and I can basically see your bones." He grabs my arm, analyzing it. "You should really eat more... it's bad if you don't eat." "I've been eating okay?" I take my arm back. "Well, I'm sorry... but have you been eating?"
I sighed... "yes, I have Hajime."

"Fine... I believe you, I guess..." He said, fumbling back onto my bed, I lay down. "I'm tired..." My stomach growls. "And hungry apparently..." Hajime gets up.
"Let's go out and get some food to eat." "I don't like going out." "But you went out yesterday." "Yeah, yesterday, I don't wanna go now..."

I said. "Fine, I'll get some food for you..."
"Don't get anything chocolate!" "Okay... okay..." He leaves, I sit in my room alone. I get up, going to a picture that I hung up... it was my parents.

*flashback*

"YOU KILLED HIM!" I sat in the corner, crying as my mother tries to hit me, being held back by my grandfather and my uncle. "YOU WORTHLESS SON OF A BITCH!"

'Why does mommy hate me so much? Probably because daddy died...' My dad's sister grabs me and holds me tight. "It's okay honey..." "KILL HIM! HES USELESS!"I cried into her sleeve.
*time skip*
I had been living with my aunt and uncle and their kids. "N-Nagito!" My cousin popped up smiling. "You okay?" I sighed. "I'm okay..." Since she's old enough, she can understand, unlike her 4 other siblings. Her ears lower as she knows I'm lying, she sits next to me.

"It wasn't your fault..." "Don't try to help me..." I said."Well, you don't have to be cold about it." I get up. "How else am I suppose to feel?! I can't be sad anymore..." I said. "I understand." She said, getting up and walking away...

'Daddy... do you miss me?'
I though, looking up.

*reality*

I remember her eyes, it was like she wasn't there... it was like she was trying to cling onto humanity, they just looked like they were layers of darkness... folding and folding onto each other, I wondered if would I begin to have them? I felt long warm streaks go down my face, was I crying? Hajime comes in, and looks at me.

"A-Are you okay?" I turn around. "Woah! W-What happened?" He came up to me, dropping the bag of food on the floor. And then wiping the tears from my face.
"Are you okay?" I nod, smiling. "I'm fine... I'm fine..."

I take his hand that he placed on my cheek and bring it down, he smiles.
"Oh! I got you food too, heh... forgot..."
"What you get me?" "Ah, I didn't know what you wanted, so I just got you fried rice..! What I would usually get."
"Ah, I don't mind either way." We walked to where Hajime places our food at we ate. "Thank you by the way."

I smiled.
"No problem." 'He's nice... and sweet... but... no one sticks for long.' "Nagito?"
I zoomed out didn't I? "Huh?". "You zoomed out... you okay?" "I am, sorry... I'm just thinking about things." "Things that make you cry?"

*. Authors note .*
If I had to choose a certain chip to eat today... it'd be ruffles flaming hot... because I think it taste good.

But it makes my mouth numb.

But that's fine.