I'm not as brave as I want people to believe. I'm fragile and afraid. I'm scared one day I may be replaced. Ive been abandoned one too many times before. I'm afraid i may not only lose those I love but someday I will lose myself too. I'm slowly losing grip of the person I used to be. I'm slowly finding those around me harder to keep close and easier to lose touch with. I'm fragile and easily broken. Afraid to be alone. Alone with only my thoughts to keep me company....It hurts....im afraid...I don't wanna feel alone anymore. Why am I so easy to leave behind and forget..? Do I not matter..?
