Forbidden Love

Ch 8

I couldnt believe that almost happen to me. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't eat. I was scared even though nothing happened to me it could've, it almost did, I just blame it on my self. If I never turned down my friends offer this wouldn't have happend. If I never lied to Michel this wouldnt have happened. If I didn't look like this if I wasnt the say I am this wouldnt have happened. I feel insecure now. I dont feel brave enough to even wear any of my clothes because they show skin, because they make me look...pretty.

I'm ugly, insecure, disgusted and negative now. I don't want to be myself anymore it causes danger. Michel found out I felt like this and didn't except it.

Michel unlocked my door and grabbed my arm and litterally dragged me down stairs. It hurt. He then put me on his shoulder and got me in his truck. I asked him where we were going he said shoping. He told me I could wear and do and be whatever I want. That I shouldn't let anything or anyone make me think not. I smiled a bit but then I remembered about the negative. We got off at the mall and then he told me to choose what I wanted. I then grabbed a dark long sleeve dress. He told me no that that wasnt me. It then got to me he was right. So I i got white shorts and a red crop top that said Slay. I hated the fact that Michel was right but he made me feel better than ever. We got home and we both went for a night swim. I guess i had fun.

We went inside and got some snacks. I asked him if I could sleep in his room. He said it was fine. I then got into my onezi that was a panda. Michel saw me in it and called me cute. I then blushed.I didnt feel hungry so I fell asleep with my head on Michel's chest while he ate. Then he fell asleep afterwards. When I fell asleep i was feeling warmth and love. I was happy I had a good time. I woke up and Idecided to make food. I went to the kitchen and grabbed eggs and little sausages. After I was done making eggs with sausages I grabbed the orange juice and poured it in 2 cups. Michel had then headed down stairs. I asked what woke him up. He said the smell of the food. I laughed. Michel got his plate and my plate while I got the drinks and i followed him outside. I guess we were gonna eat outside.

After we were done eating he grabbed my hand and he took me to his room. He told me to turn around and close my eyes so I did. He then told me to turn around and open my eyes. He had a bag and he took out a white bra and panties. He told me to put it on if I wanted to. I told him I would put it on. I knew the reason he told me if I wanted to put it on was because of what had happened, but I was over that. I then went to the restroom and changed. I came out and Michel's jaw dropped I then laughed. He had grabbed my waist and pulled me closer. I grabbed his face and kissed him.

He then carried me and threw me onto his bed. I laughed and told him not to get to happy that I was going to leave somewhere later on. He asked where but I didn't answer I ignored the question by giving him a kiss which worked. He Then started giving me hickeys on my neck I laughed and tried to stop him because I didnt want know one to know or to ask who it was from, but then I just let it be because it felt good. He then started eating me out. It felt so good. I loved the way he was with my body and how he knew what makes me moan and feel good. I then sadly stopped him but I had to. I then started giving him a blow job. He started to cum he told me to stop but I just went faster and tried to go deeper. He then excepted it and loved it as i saw the expression his face made. He then carried me and he told me he loved me.

So many thought going threw my brain but they werent bad thought. I guess i made him think it wasn't good. I couldn't tell him that I loved him. I did but I have never actually said I love you to anybody. I felt bad for makimg him think I didnt. When I did. He then got dressed and went for a swim. I had then left to the library because that's were I was going to go. I left once 3 hours passed. I got home and went to Michel's room. He was there asleep. So I decided to make it up to him by baking him a cake. I did love him I really do but I couldnt say it. I made him a chocolate cake with strawberries on the top. I finished making the cake, I went upstairs with the cake and woke him up. He smiled and then I told him that I loved him he then grabbed the cake and put it on top of his drawer and he have me a huge hug and drowned me with kisses.

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