Its yet another amazing wonderful day with Michel. I had a feeling..a bad feeling I didnt know what but I ignored it because, my morning was good so far. I woke up Michel. He told me he was going to make me breakfast I told him not to bother but he didnt listen and made me eggs with bacon and pancakes with strawberries on the side and some orange juice. It was delicious. I went to my room to change into my black joggers, my maroon long-sleeve, my black jacket because it was cold outside. I went for a walk, but around the block because Michel didnt want me to b to far. I went for a walk and i just started thinking. I was thinking...negatively. I usually never think negative but I did. The thoughts of my parents dead and my mom being raped...it bothered me so much. I didnt want to think to much about it but I couldnt stop.
The thoughts of me not having a good bond with my parents makes me feel guilty. I never...WE never had a good bond and I blame it on my self i could've tried to talk to my parents to make good memories. The only memories that I have of when we did bond was when I was little. Sad to know we didnt have that bond still. I staopped thinking when I hear a loud car horn and I came back to reality and left my mind noticing I had almost gotten hit by a car. I dont know what was wrong with me today. I went one more lap around and went home. Then my mood changed I was.. I felt happy.
For the rest of the day I just excepted my mood changing and just didnt worry about so I just went as the day past. Michel had then asked me if anything was wrong because he said he noticed something was off. I wasnt with him at the time my mood changed. I was happy he noticed but I didn't want to get him involved. I told him not to worry nothing was wrong. Sadly he did what I said i thoughy he was going to worry about me and not listen to me and try to convince me that he wanted to know but he didn't. I didn't know if it was wrong of me to think or want him to know what was off I felt selfish but not everyone is perfect so I just let it be.
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Sorry this was short guys I'm working on it I finished it up this morning so y'all wouldn't wait to long I'm writing the next chapter in lunch and ill see if i can make it longer than this one and ill try publishing it as soon as possible
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Forbidden Love
RomansaSady is a 16 year old girl who has a trouble life with her parents. One day her parents died and she is forced to live with her uncle. Her uncle, Michel who's 27, she only met him once when she was little. When she started to get to know him she sta...
