Feelings And Thoughts

Suicide

I'm sorry I'm broken, but without you im barely stable.

Knowing youre angry makes me feel like something sunken.

I will try to survive until i am able.

Im grieved over the mistakes, they make me want to dissipate.

Born into this illusion, suicidal thoughts my notion

The past is now beyond me, my future's so unclear.

I'd like to say im an idiot and you're beyond compare.

The things we shared together, no matter how small.

They filled my heart with hope, took me well afar.

I'd like to say im crazy, but rather I say I'm fine.

That's the biggest lie since I said I smile.

The comfort that we gave, I destroyed it all.

It took as small as one request, and grew into something tall.

My fears grow over smiles and depression reaps my soul.

The suicide inside me is about to reveal it all.

The killer instinct wakes up in my soul.

Thinks about its prey, about its host.

It's gonna drag your body, up the
First floor stairs,

Till you're to the roof, thats the first time you'll reconsider.

But the mind was damaged beyond repair.

It's beyond any solution.

It's suicide dear.

Think wisely,

Prepare.

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Listen to SAD by XXXTENTACION.