Painful Truth [Complete]

(Pt. 28) I'm Willing....

When Jaebum woke up alone on the cold hard floor, he quickly look at the time and search for Mark. Lucky for him he woke up just in time, Mark was wearing his shoes getting ready to leave and go to school

Jaebum quickly stop him by back hugging him

"Please don't go, don't leave me I'm scared that you will leave me again" Jaebum beg

Mark sigh and just look straight at the door, eyes show nothing but blankness and coldness

"I-I shouldn't be mad at you that you have a fiancé snice I'm going to have one soon but my heart just h-hurts knowing that you are having one"

"Why does it hurt, I can help you"

Jaebum said while turning Mark around so that he was facing him. Jaebum held Mark's chin high so that he can look at him

"You can't help me... Because... You are the one that's hurting my heart"

Jaebum was so shock at Mark's words. What does he mean? Jaebum was so confused and puzzled, so he frown at Mark

"What do you mean.. My fault?"

"I fucking hate you Jaebum. I HATE YOU"

Mark push Jaebum away from him so there was a huge distance between them. Jaebum was so shock and hurt at Mark's word. Jaebum just stood frozen at his spot while staring at Mark who seem to be having a hard time holding his tears

"B-but.. N-no matter how much I hate you.. I can't stop my heart from l-loving you. It hurts you know. Falling in love with your own bother, especially if that brother doesn't have the same feeling"

"Mark.."

"NO! Don't you 'Mark' me. I'm going to confesses me feeling now and after this... I-I promise to stop my heart from loving you ever again even if it means stabbing my own heart. I l-love you with all my heart and.. I'm willing to let you go to another w-woman if that's means your happiness... Then I'm willing"

Mark look up at Jaebum, eyes turning red because of the tears that's falling. Mark gave Jaebum then most sincere smile he could give showing that he is not mad at Jaebum and that he can move forward in his life without worrying about him.

But Jaebum didn't want that, he wanted Mark to be with him until he grows old. He wanted Mark to be his first and last love. He wanted Mark with all his life but he was to late

Mark has already ran out of the house, eyes still crying and all Jaebum could do was stare at Mark's back until his vision of Mark has disappear

He regretted not telling Mark his feeling back

"I-I Love You Too"

Jaebum mumble quietly as he fall down onto the ground, body feeling numb and eyes starting to grow new, fresh tears

Jaebum wish so much that he can turn back time and man up to confesses his feeling back at Mark.

But that wish will never come true....