"Are you happy?" Is such a difficult question.
I always say yes, because I have friends.
I laugh at jokes, I go out a lot and have fun.
My life isn't as bad as it could be, and I don't have terrible problems, it could be worse.
But then;
One night at 3am, when I'm alone, wide awake, lying in bed, contemplating on life, I find myself crying my heart out.
Suddenly, I convince myself that nobody likes me, or nobody ever will like me.
I feel horrible and I question everything that i had and I don't know if I was ever happy at all."
~ happiness is rare
