In My Heart

I love you

Kaden: Kyle cut me off from my sentence with a kiss. It felt so good to kiss him again. I pushed him back a little so he would lay on the bed with me on top of him. Kyle put his hand on my back and started rubbing up and down. That sent shivers down my spine. I got off of Kyle. "Are you sure your ready for this? I mean, after what happened with your past. I'm not going to force you to kiss me."

Kyle: I looked at Kaden who was laying right beside me. "Well, obviously I have to get over what happened." I took a deep breath. "But, I love you! And nothing is going to change that. Not even my past. I care about you so much. And I'm afraid to let you go. Even though we weren't officially dating, it still scares me to even think a life without you. You make me nervous when you walk into the room. You make my heart race, I feel lonely when your not around. I'm eager to hear your voice. And I used to never know why. But today, I realized I went through all that because of you. Maybe what happened in my past wasn't that great. But my past lead me to you. If he hadn't of left me that night, I would probably still be with him. And thinking that he loved me. And I would have never met you. I guess I was looking at my past as something negative. But now, it turned into a positive. But your worth it. Your worth it because your the one. Your on my mind all the time. Every day my love gets stronger and stronger for you."

Kaden: I had tears in my eyes as Kyle spoke. No one has ever loved me as much as he does. Not even my own parents. They hate that I'm gay. I guess that's why I'm so eager to find love. To know I have people that care and support me. And that person right now is Kyle. And I'm so great full for that. A couple years ago I came out as gay. My parents always used to be abusing to me as a kid. But when I came out, they got even more abusive. It doesn't happen that much anymore. Mostly because I haven't dated in a while. They believed that loving the same gender is wrong. And they hated that I wasn't listening to the "right" way to love someone. "Kyle." I felt so happy but also so guilty. I hugged Kyle while I was crying. "I love you too."

Kyle: It's been a couple days since Kaden and I had that talk. But that night I asked him to be my boyfriend. And he said yes. That was a big relief. We are meeting up today for a date at Kadens house. On my way to Kaden's I got us food at MOD Pizza. Later, I got a call from Kaden. "Hello?"

Kaden: "Kyle!" *cries

Kyle: "Kaden, why are you crying?"

Kaden: "It's just, can you come pick me up. And have our date at your house?"

Kyle: "Yeah, I'm almost there. Please don't cry baby. Bye. I love you."

Kaden: "I love you too."

Kyle: I arrived at Kadens house. He was waiting in the driveway. He quickly got in the car. He had a hoodie on that was covering the sides of his face. "Are you ok? What happened?"

Kaden: "My parents are beating me again. I know they haven't done it in a while. But I finally told them we're dating. They deserved to know. But the didn't take the news so great." I took off my hood and revealed the marks my parents have left.

Kyle: Kaden removed his hood and there were purple and blue bruises on his cheek bone and eye. "Baby! Are you ok? We need to get you some ice!" I took one hand off of the steering wheel and rubbed my thumb on his chin softly. "You'll be ok."

Kaden: "I'm just so done with all of this! I can't handle them not excepting me!"

Kyle: I felt so bad for Kaden. My parents don't except me either. But the don't go to the extreme and start beating me. I hated to see Kaden going through this. I wanted to protect him. But I can't. He's always in his house with his parents that live almost an hour away from mine. After a while of silence, we arrived at my house. We didn't plan on having Kaden spend the night at my house, but I couldn't let him go back with his parents. I couldn't stand to see him get hurt again. It was already 10:30 p.m. Kaden wanted to rest so he took his shirt off and climbed in my bed. I got under my covers and cuddled Kaden until we both fell asleep.