"I kinda believe you."
I look up, "Wait, you do?!"
He nods.
"Then why-"
"I have no feelings for you anymore, I forgot everything including my feelings." He says bluntly.
"What about Chae? I mean she's the one who drugged you but-"
"I developed strong feelings for Chae, I don't want to lose her even though she apparently did all of that, which I kinda don't believe she would do. " He says.
Everything he said broke my heart. But I have to go back like when he used to date Ji Su, and act like I don't mind.
"Can you stop cutting me off?" I ask in a monotone voice.
"Sorry." He says, scratching the back of his neck.
I nod and we just walk home in plain silence.
_
We arrive at his house.
Cough cough that used to be our house.
"Go change, you can sleep on my bed." Hoseok says.
"No. I'll just sleep on the couch." I say.
He sighs, "Luna, just sleep on the be-"
"Hoseok just sleep on the bed, your girlfriend would be mad at you, anyways." I say, cutting him off.
"Fine." He says, sighing.
Hoseok's POV
I go into my room and sigh. What am I going to do with her? Half of me feels bad for her but at the same time it's not my fault I forgot.
I hear muffling and sniffling so I silently open the door and peek. It was Luna, her face was buried in her hands and she was sobbing. That reminded me of something.
Flashback
Back when Hoseok was with Ji Su, at lunch time.
Ohh! I can't wait for you to marry me, Hoseok! And then you can call my father, dad." She says, being very soft with her words and that made me happy that she cares for him and since she knows about his incident with his father and is trying to make things better. But I was wrong, as she didn't finish her sentence.
She then looked at me,
"If you dated someone else, you would still be fatherless." She smirked hinting that if he would've dated me, he would still have nobody to call "dad".
That's where everything I lost it.
"I'm leaving." I say.
I get up and grab my bag and place it on one of my shoulders, trying hard to get away from Hoseok. I didn't want him to see me cry. I go to the rooftop and cry my eyes out.
Those words pierced into my heart. I am worthless.
/ At the table /
"WHAT THE HELL, JI SU?" Jin yelled.
Jin just lost it on Ji Su. "You're seriously going to say that in front of her! After all she's done. She's been trying to get you two together and after that, she tried so hard for you and Hoseok to be happy and this is how you treat her? Give her a break!" Jin yelled.
Hoseok was quiet. What Ji Su said angered him so much. Hoseok just got up and went to the rooftop to see her
He runs and runs and then sees her at the rooftop, on her knees, with her head buried in her hand, crying so much. He has seen Luna cry but not as hard as today.
End of flashback
Suddenly, I felt a lot of guilt. When I had that flashback I could feel the feelings I had for her, more feelings than I have for Chae now.
I shrug it off and go back to my bed.
Are these flashbacks real? And am I slowly remembering her again?
-
Next morning, Luna's POV
"Wake up."A voice says, poking me
I slowly open my eyes, it was jimin.
" What? " I say.
"Why are your eyes so red and puffy? WERE YOU CRYING LAST NIGHT MISSY?"Jimin says, crossing his arms.
"N-No, I was not." I say, rubbing my eyes.
"Get up." Jungkook said.
I finally get up. It was Jungkook, Jimin , Nirvana and Mireille.
"Get dressed, were going on a mission!" Jimin says, swinging his fist.
"Mission?" I say, raising an eyebrow.
"We will talk about this later, now get dressed!!" Nirvana said
"Hoseok, you mind if we take your girlfriend for a sec?" Mir asks.
"She's not my girlfriend." He says, walking in, rubbing his eye.
"Yes she is." Jungkook says.
"She's better than Chae anyway." Jimin adds.
Hoseok rolls his eyes, "Just go. I heard this for the 5th time already."
_
We went at an ice cream shop, called Scoops Ice Cream and we all ordered milkshakes.
Jimin slams his hands on the table, "Now, we have to discuss the mission."
"What mission?" I ask.
"WAIT!" jimin says, walking out of the Ice Cream shop.
A second later he speed walks back, with barbie glasses. He was doing Hoseok's airport walk.
"Now we can start the mission" he says, adjusting his Barbie glasses.
"Okay, we are planning to get as much proof as we can for Hoseok to remember you." Nirvana says
"So we have to go in duos to find proof." Mireille adds.
"But we are 5, so 1 has to go alone," Jungkook says.
"I'll go alone." I suggest.
"Okay, then Nirvana and I will go together since Jungkook and I are acting like we aren't together." Jimin says.
"Okay and Miri and I will go together." Jungkook agrees.
"And then we can meet up and show what proof we have." Nirvana suggests.
"What proof though?" I ask, sighing.
"Weren't you a manager at Big Hit? Nirvana and I will talk to Mr. Bang introduces." He giggles.
"Alright, and don't forget to keep each other updated it on our group chat." I say.
"Hey, what about the others? Do they remember you?" Nirvana asks.
"Yesterday after we left at Hoseok's house they all said they believed Luna and that they always knew something is wrong with Chae." Jungkook said.
"oh? So only Hoseok is left to remember?" Mireille asks.
"Well, they believe us, we are the only ones who remember though." Jungkook said
"YAY!! Also, I'm soon getting my photoshop back, so I'll be photoshopping everything." Jimin says, doing the '😎' face, but the glasses are Barbie.
"Alright then, shall we start our mission?" Jungkook asks.
"Yeah, sure." I say, smiling.
We all head our separate ways, I was still thinking on where I should go, I decided to keep walking until I remember something that can be used as proof.
It's time to make Hoseok remember me again..
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Hope 2: Melancholy
FanfictionAfter all they've been through, Chae drugs Luna, tricking her into thinking she's a homeless girl who dreamt of everything Hoseok, BTS and her been through. She also drugged Hoseok and the boys, making them forget everything that had to do with Luna...