Dami, fourth oldest and mother of 12 teenage boys doesn't have life easy. Member of the group who's name doesn't match their numbers, she lives life in the spotlight.
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Chenguang can be seen to be sat in what must have been her bedroom. Though it's the first time the fans have ever gotten to see her bedroom. She barely looks dressed her face is completly bare with her circle framed glasses perched on her nose.
"Uh hi Carats, hi world I um didn't plan to do this. But I've been reading through twitter for a little while now amongst other things. And I just want to apologise really." Came her unsure and shaky voice. She sat crossed legged on the bed the recording device propped haphazardly showing a view which was not quite straight. Normally she would have straightened it, though today was one of those moments when she focused on something more important.
"I want to apologise to you all for letting you down. Many of you are unhappy with the work I've put into the last performances and albums. I'm aware that I've not got a fraction of the number of lines that the other members have. I'm in the hip-hop unit, though I may rap one line a song if you consider it rapping. And that's left you disappointed. And I'm ever so sorry for that." She spoke as tears welled in her eyes. She pushed up her glasses and wiped at her eyes with the sleeve of her white cotton jumper.
"I promised myself I wouldn't cry but here I am. I've noticed the trending tag you have created on twitter. And I'm so grateful that this is what you think I deserve. However, as you have somehow found, though I don't know how, I originally auditioned and got in through my singing. However, I auditioned with a song in Chinese and in English. I wasn't added to the vocal unit because my mispronunciation of Korean words as you have seen. It's my third language and I struggle quiet often with it. I joined the hip-hop team as I was taught to rap and because there was no way I can dance. But you guys are forever backing my abilities. And that makes me so incredibly happy. But I can't live up to that pedestal you've put my abilities at." Her tears continued to flow.
"And for that. That reason I- I promise to work harder. So much harder that I can make you proud. I- oh I'm so sorry. I'm trying not to be emotional, but knowing that I've let so many people down is really hard. I've let you guys down and I've let my members down. I mean they have to drag me along to recordings where I only have like one line. So I'm apologising again for doing this." Her tears moved freely down her face though this time she made no effort to remove them. Rather she hung her head low attempting to compose herself.
As she was doing this she was unaware of her surroundings. Her bedroom door opened quietly before closing a figure having snuck into the room during this instance. The figure moved quickly across the room making its way towards where she sat before sitting down. They hugged her from the back before coming into frame completely. The fans online freaked to see the face of the every charismatic leader.
"Aly-baby hey, it's okay. Shh it's okay. I'm here baby I'm here." He soothed watching as her body continued to rack with silent sobs. She continued to attempt to control it though was unsuccessful.
"Cheol, I'm so sorry. I- I didn't mean to. I'm trying to. I can't. I'm sorry." She muttered though her head was low.
"If your heart wears thin, I will hold you up, And I'll hide you when it get's too rough, I'll be right beside you." He sung lowly the song the pair had done to one another before again and again. "When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath." He sung again knowing these were the lines which mattered the most to her. He rocked her body once, twice and a third time.
"I'm sorry guys, but I'm going to end this here it's no good for Aly. Thank you all for your support and goodnight." He announced before reaching forwards and turning the recording device off. Ending the video again for the night. He continued to hold onto Chenguang for the rest of the evening. Neither leaving her bedroom. The other members knew not to interrupt the pair. They were aware that the only person to make her feel better was the leader. After all the pair had a special bond.
