.True Love

Chapter 42

Chris POV

Man I really fucked up badly I been stressed and some more shit. It's so much shit that I can't even explain.

" Daddy mommy calling you." Jr. says handing me the phone.

(Phone Convo)

Wifey: The kids ready?

Me: Yea they ready.

Wifey: I'm bout to pull up now.

Me: Ard bye lov-

She hangs up on me.

(End of Convo)

I hear her beep the horn. I pick up Noelle' and we walk out the door I get to her car and see August in the passenger seat.

" Hey Auggie." Niema says jumping on him.

" Hey babygirl." he says hugging her.

I clench my jaw.

" You going to give me Noelle' or just stare?" Naomi says.

I give her Noelle' and she puts all the kids in there car seats.

" What are we?" I say.

" What you mean what are we." she says leaning against the door.

" This feel like some co-parenting shit." I say honestly.

" Maybe we should start doing this more." she says.

" So you moving out?" I say arching my eyebrow.

" I didn't say that but I just wonder what my life would be like if I didn't marry you." she says.

" So you want a divorce?" I say.

" Chris I didn't come to talk about that." she says walking to the driver side and getting in.

She pulled off leaving me in some deep thoughts. I swear man if me and Na get a divorce my life is done and I'm going to be torn.

Naomi POV

We pull up to Candy's Ice cream and Cupcake Bakery.

" Mommy can I get ice cream and a cupcake?" Niema says."

" Sure baby." I say getting Noelle' out her car seat.

We walk into the store and I order them they stuff. Me and August sit at one table and the kids sit at one.

" So what you going to do." August says taking some of my ice cream.

" I don't know August like I want a divorce then I don't want a divorce. I just don't want the kids in the middle of this situation. Us co-parenting and shit I don't know. I know for sure Chris is on the fucking end of the journey with me." I say eating a piece of my cupcake.

" Naomi I know you scared in what's going to happen but if your not happy that ain't good. Everybody deserves to be happy especially you. Your a good person and you deserve better then what you got. I know you scared because of the kids sake but honestly you need to do what's right for them." he says.

" I know August I just am so heart broken. He just do so much shit that hurts me it's ridiculous. Nobody can see that I'm hurt because I always put a smile on my face like everything is jolly and it's not." I say.

Before he could speak Jr. runs over to me.

" Mommy we done our stuff." he says.

" Ok baby you ready to go?" I say putting him in my lap.

" Yes I'm sleeping." he says laying his head on my chest.

" I think somebody needs a nap." August says.

" I don't need a nap." he says smiling.

" But you just said you were sleepy." August says.

" Was sleepy now I'm going to stay up because you said I need a nap." he says.

We me both laugh. I put the trash in the trash and then we head to August house so I can drop him off.

" Bye Auggie." the kids say.

" Bye munchkins." He says hugging the girls and dapping Jr. and Christian.

" Bye August." I say getting out the car hugging him.

" Bye Na and remember what I said." he says kissing my cheek and walking away.

I get back in the car and drive home. I get home and get the kids situated for bed then tuck them in. I go into the room and take a shower I get out and put on my sports bra and sweatpants. I come out the bathroom putting my hair in a ponytail.

" So we getting a divorce?" Chris says.

" Chris I didn't say that." I say getting in bed.

" That's how you applied it Naomi." he says.

" Chris I don't want a divorce then I do want a divorce. It's not easy to keep getting hurt all the time and I don't think you know how it feels either. I'm just so sick of this shit Chris and it's getting old. Maybe we just shouldn't be together I honestly think we growing apart not slowly but rapidly." I say looking at him and wiping my tears.

He didn't say anything he just wipes my tears and wraps his arms around me. I wrap my arms around his and just cry.