It Started With A Fight

Chapter 4

Oaklynn's POV

It's been one month.

It's been one month since Theo gave me that hickey.

One month of me ignoring him.

One month of me avoiding him.

And let me tell you.

This past month, has been tough.

Because I want him to do it again. I want him to kiss me. Every-fucking-where.

I mentally groaned.

I haven't talked to anyone be sided Astrid and Elle.

I'm avoiding Theo and Isaac.

Why Isaac?

Well...

Be cause he will ask questions.

I don't want to answer questions.

I already hate school enough, I don't want another teacher. Mine are hard enough already.

Shit that sounded wrong.

They tried texting me but I would ignore them.

Theo says he doesn't regret anything he said or done. That I better stop ignoring him.

But, he fails to realize.

That...

I've been hurt by a boy before.

I thought I was in love with him.

But it turns out I wasn't, I was just attracted to him.

We were dating when my parents were still alive. They loved him.

He made me happy. Until he became a drunk to and started cheating on me.

Fucktard.

The first time he cheated on me he claimed it was and 'accident' and of course my dumbass, believed him.

But when he kept doing it, I got fed up with it and broke up with him.

He said fine, I never loved you anyways and walked away from me.

I cried for days, weeks, months.

We were dating for two years. TWO.

I never heard from him again.

Am I mad?

Of course NOT.

I'm glad he's out of my life.

I'm glad I don't have to deal with his bullshit anymore.

Like I said, I didn't love him.

So I wasted my tears for nothing.

I want to date Theo, I really do. But, I'm afraid I'll get hurt again.

I'm not saying Theo is like my ex, but.

But...

I'm scared okay.

I'm scared if I get to see into a relationship and tell him I love him, when I do. That he will leave me and tell me he only wanted to make me fall in love with him.

But I only have one question.

Why does he claim me as his?

That is a question I will never know the answer to.

I mean, should I give him a try?

I don't know.

I mean I do have feeling for him.