No one listens. I get it, they "care" but they just don't understand. They think that by being there they are helping, when really they aren't, if anything they are just making things worse. They need to understand that i don't want to talk about it, no matter how much i trust them i'm still not going to tell them what's going on because i don't want or need any of there help. I just want to be left alone. I was doing just fine until everyone started "caring" and getting involved. Yes i was cutting but that was my way of coping, it was when people started noticing my cuts that things got worse. By them trying to help it was making me feel bad because i was upsetting them, i tried stopping but it wasn't working. This is why i hate feelings, they get in the way and make things worse.
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SpiritualExactly what the title says it is. TRIGGER WARNING! Some of these do contain suicidal thoughts, i suggest you don't read if you think you will be severely triggered.