Guys, I'm okay.
I'm going to be taking a prolonged break. I'm focusing on some other parts of life, and I just don't have it in me to write right now. I am totally sorry to all of you who vote and comment on my books daily and are looking for more content. I really didn't want to disappoint you like this. If you've followed me for awhile, you know I've dealt with a lot of mental health problems. This isn't anything like that. I'm just not feeling my book anymore. It's unfair to all of you, so I'm really sorry. I probably won't be on here to check your messages, but I might check in every so often.
A lot of you may not know that I first started writing FFAB in my junior year of high school after being suicidal and just as I began camming online (illegally). I was in a really dark place. My heart went out to trafficked women while I allowed myself to become immersed in online prostitution. That was around the time I met up with the guy I mention in my How I lost my Virginity book. I think I kept out the part that I had been illegally camming and doing "photography" because it's really hard for me to come to terms with now. I try not to look back at that time. I was just a kid, thinking I was an adult and dealing with loads of addictions and mental illnesses. That was 5 years ago.
After taking 3 years off from FFAB, I recently tried to revamp it and bring it back to a place where I felt comfortable continuing it since it got so many reads. I think I faked a lot of my excitement because I knew it was a story my readers wanted, but I didn't. Daniel had originally been very abusive, and that was what hooked a lot of readers. He used kinks as a reason to manipulate and use Aspen, and it was shown in a good light. I didn't know how bad it was when I started writing it.
I don't want to continue writing the book because I can't think about those times in my life. The book's whole foundation is built on an awful premise.
Besides that, I have a lot of personal things going on in my life and can't afford to emotionally stretch myself where I don't have to.
I love you all and all of the support and love you guys have always given me.
This will be my exit from this account. I will not post anything else here; I may create a new account just for reading.
-KhaleesiofSleek
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