::Scars:: Dabi x reader x Tomura

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:: Dabi's POV ::

This is bullshit.. no one will even fucking listen to me anymore. I don't even remember what happened, or what I did to make (y/n) hate me.
But now that she's gone, something seems... Wrong.
Something happened, no one really explained what happened. But one day she was here and she was my girlfriend, but now she's gone. No one even knows if she's alive or not right now.
I can't even ask Shigaraki, because he might try to hit me again.
I sigh to myself and pick at the bandages that cover my face.
"Stop picking at your wounds." Toga walks up behind me and joins me at the bar.
I raise an eyebrow, "so. You're actually speaking to me."
She nods once. "Only because I knew you before all this went down." Only now do I realize how terrible she looks. Her hair is a birds nest, and she has dark bags under her eyes. Toga also looks hungry enough to actually resort to cannibalism.
"You look like shit." I let her have a sip of my whiskey.
"Thanks."
I miss (y/n) right now.. I wish I could apologise for what ever I did wrong.

:: (Y/n)'s POV ::

My heart hurts... Everything hurts to be honest.
"You okay, (y/n)?"
I look over to Fuyumi and frown, "not really..?" Then I realized that all eyes are on me.
She hands a cup of hot chocolate, "I see that. You want to talk about it?"
I take a sip of the hot drink and sigh. "All my life, I've been so confused. If there is a grey area between good and bad, I guess I've always been that grey area. About 8 months ago, I accidentally killed someone out of self defense. I was never caught, but I didn't feel any guilt. Soon after that, I was taken into the League of Villains and became their strongest member. Then the whole U.S.J thing happened, and I called All might out on being a shit father. I found myself amongst friends in the League, and even found myself a boyfriend. Then I was abducted and died, but I was resurrected by my dead mother. My boyfriend ended up saving me and he and I dated for about six months, but three days ago we broke up. He cheated on me with some 2 dollar whore. I ended up in a love triangle for a little bit, before being torn away from my friend's arms by heroes. And that brings us here."
"Uh.. (y/n).." Natsuo points at me with a shocked expression on his face.
I hadn't realized that I started crying. I feel my face, and rub my eyes. "T-the tears.. why aren't they stopping?"
Fuyumi pulls me into a hug, "you've been through way too much.. I'm sorry all that happened, (y/n)."
I ended up being picked up by Dad and being taken back home.
Back at home, Dad and I were relaxing on the couch watching old movies, and I look over at him. "Dad..?"
He looks at me, "yes?"
"Can you tell me about Mom?"
His breath hitches in his throat and he looks meloncholy. "Your mother was the most amazing person I've ever met. She actually looked alot like you do now. Her name was Shinko Eien. She had beautiful tan skin, the color of caramel. Her eyes the most amazing shade of green. She had long  (h/c) that she always wore down so that it hung in loose curls going all the way down her back. I met her back in middle school. She and I got along really well, and I always thought that I was the only person who didn't have a quirk in my whole school.. but it turns out that she was Quirkless too. After a while, and after Nana passed down her quirk to me, Shinko and I fell in love. When she got pregnant with you, she would always sing lullabies. She used to tell me, 'it doesn't matter if this baby ends up a hero or a villian, I'll never stop protecting it.' It was almost like she knew the future.. when she died, I was torn apart. It felt as if my entire world just disappeared and I was too lost in my grief that I forgot that you were there." He wipes a tear from his cheek, "I'm so sorry.. I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you needed me.."
My body moves before I can think. I wrap my arms around his waist and bury my face in his bony chest. When he wraps his arms around me, I loose it. "She saved me." I mumble through sobs. "I actually died, and she brought me back to life.. and when I was so hurt that I actually was close to death again, she saved me.."
He rests his chin on the top of my head, and I feel a tear fall onto my hair. "..she said she would always protect you.."
Dad and I stay like that for a while before I finally have to take him to his room with telekinesis. I tuck him into his bed and close the door quietly before walking back to my room. If I wasn't torn before, I sure am now.. everything is just so confusing.
Dabi.. Tenko.. Himiko.. i miss you guys so much.. I just want to be back with you guys at the league before any of this happened..
I scroll through my phone and look at several pictures of everyone in the league and finally a group picture of everyone. It was my birthday, so we were all having a blast. I'm standing next to Dabi and Tenko, with my arms loosely around Himiko's shoulders pulling her back towards my chest. Magnes, Twice, and Spinner are clearly drunk and being glared at by Kurogiri and Giran.
Oh.. I'm crying again.. I just want to go home...