You don't know how much you mean to me
Zoey
(Jason above)
"How do I explain to him, that I'm here with you right now?" I told Jason
Jason was my best friend , we grew up together and have always been close. However the last time we was together he tried to come on to me and im sure it's because I'm in a relationship with KJ
"Wow, you not happy I moved down here ?" He said
" I am but you need to learn how to stay in your place and respect my—
"Fuck that nigga, he doesn't know your worth clearly.. he fucked another bitch the same day you broke up with him." He said causing me to get upset
I always forgave KJ for doing things out of anger, but if it was me right now in this room with someone I call my bestfriend he would hold a grudge. It's been really hard to ignore the fact that he may still be having sex with that girl. She was starting to become a stalker, she and all of her friends followed me on every social media account
"I didn't mean it like that, but i'm a man and i know how men think. You let that slide and he gonna be fucking everything that walks." Jason said before tossing the PS4 controller on the floor
" Jason he's not like that, I promise." I told him
He just stared at me in the eyes causing me to turn away. "Look all men are like that, the fact that his parents let him fuck bitches in their home just proves the type of nigga he is." He said and I gotta admit it definitely made sense
"Remember when we was younger and you found out little Roxanne was playing with me just so she can come to my brother party? And you told me and I was mad at you for a week, because I thought you was jealous?"
"Yes I remember , and I guess your right, maybe I'm giving him too much of my trust." I admitted
"Well just think bout what I'm saying, anyways I met this shawty at the mall the other day and she was bad, she agreed to come over so you gotta go.. it's been a minute since I got my rocks off." He chuckled
I punched his arm "whatever nigga, I gotta meet my nigga anyways, I'll call you later.
It took me about 15 minutes to get home. I had to go pick up the brownies I had made for KJ. I rolled my eyes seeing my mothers boyfriend car in the drive way, I was confused. His nephew was the one who raped me. We both were drunk and careless but it broke my heart when I reached out to his uncle to let him know what he had done to me and he told me I deserved it from the way I dress. My mom eventually kicked him out for cheating on her but what was he doing here now?
I grabbed my purse before proceeding into the house, only to find my mom in the living room with Kyle and his uncle. Part of me wanted to throw up, my mom knew nothing about what Kyle had done to me because I blamed myself after realizing I shouldn't of been drunk in the first place and letting this boy so close to me.
"Why are they here?" I asked
"They will be staying with us for awhile, me and Rodney are working things out." My mother announced causing a smirk to appear on Kyle face. How could someone look so good be so evil. His features were even better , he had facial hair and was slightly taller.
"I can't deal with this right now, i just came here to get my brownies i made for KJ"
"We're having a dinner tonight maybe you should invite him over so he can get to know everyone." My mother said
I knew if I told her no, it would be a argument that never would end. I swallowed the lump in my throat before texting KJ and letting him know my mother wanted him to attend a dinner tonight.
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KJ"Babe what's wrong?" I asked Zoey; she was very tense and I had never seen her this way before. She shook her head indicting nothing was wrong
"So KJ, how did you an zoey meet. Ohh by the way my name is Kyle, me and zoey are just good friends."
"We met at school, she was very standoffish and quiet, which I'm attracted to." I admitted
"Quiet? Damn that's new she must of changed." Kyle said
I disregarded what he said realizing he just wanted to have a conversation that wasn't none of his business.
"Well I'm happy she found you, because she had a hard time adjusting here , with the bulling and everything. Have she told you about the girls stalking her social media?" Monique said which was Zoey's little sister
"What girls zoey?" I questioned
"Sabrina and her friends." Zoey admitted causing me to take out my phone and send a long ass paragraph to Sabrina
My mood completely changed & I honestly was ready to go. Zoey's mom boyfriend kept grilling me out the side of his eye.
"What?" I said deciding to speak up
" Don't tell me your Darnell son." He spoke firmly
"Yea why what's up?"
He laughed "i see you got his attitude. Anyways I gotta go, I'll be back later." He said before kissing zoey's mom, sadness took over her face as she followed him to the door
"I heard you play football. I do too I actually got some scholarships." Kyle said
"That's dope I do too, maybe we should play sometime at my fathers field." I told him
"That's a bet, he said before grabbing his keys.. I gotta go see my girl. She my main reason for me coming back out here." He said
We dapped each-other up before he disappeared out of the house.. zoey remained quiet and distant before breaking the silence
"Your still fucking Sabrina aren't you?" Zoey questioned
"Are you serious is this what this is about? I don't want her damn ! I want you." I yelled becoming frustrated. I grabbed my keys and left her there looking crazy.
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Reflection of me
Ficción GeneralSpinoff to peace of mind, please read book one first