Save Me From Myself

Chapter 2

"Im fine."

"Bullshit" Yoongi yells

It's too much effort to respond so I just sit there and stare blankly at whatever's in front of me

"Hyung" jimin shakes my shoulder, I continue staying still.

"...im scared" Taehyung says with his eyes watery, jungkook hugs him from behind, trying to confort him.

"What's wrong with him?" His voice cracks as he looks behind him and asks jungkook

"I don't know Taehyung, I don't know..." jungkook hugs him tighter

"Guys, we had to go"

"But-" jimin tries to argue

"We have a schedule to keep up with, we're luck that we only have vocal and dance practice today, we can easily set the photo shoots for us aside and postpone it, since I'm the leader, I'll stay with jin."

Namjoon voice changes as it becomes more serious and professional. "You guys should get going, well have a family meeting to discuss this when you guys get back"

All the members reluctantly agreed and left. I was still sitting, staring straight ahead. It took much effort to even blink. I suddenly see Namjoons face infront of my, I'll admit I would of jumped if it wasn't for the-y'know.

I focus my eyes on him and notice he's staring into mine. Sighing, Namjoon pulls out my chair making my go link. I feel him wrap his arms.around me as he lifts me bridal style and takes me to the couch.

He lays down on the couch still holding me and lays me against him, my head resting on his chest and my legs between his while one arm is wrapped around me and the other is combing his fingers through my hair.

Tears start running down my face, yet I'm not making a sound. Namjoon holds me tighter, still combing my hair.

"What's wrong?" He whispers in my ear

I want to respond be I can't, i wanna say, 'this is the most affection I've ever had in my entire life' but I can, i can't do anything and I continue crying.

"Its okay jin, it's okay, I'm here for you, we're all here for you" he continues to whisper

"Thank you" I say lowly, 40 seconds later

'I want to believe you' is the last thought I had before I fell asleep, finding thaf even blinking took too much efforf. Everything mentally drained me.

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Author pov

Throughout the entire day everyone was worried about Jin. They had no idea what happened to him this morning. It was the only thing they could think about.

Yoongi unlocks the front door, everyone coming in after him in a rush to see Jin. All of them were clearly eager to see him.

"Shh, he's sleeping" Namjoon whispers quietly, still on the couch with jin laying on top of him.

"How long has he been sleeping for?" Yoongi walks towards them, as does everyone else.

"He went to sleep like 5 minutes after you guys left, soooo..."

There was a silence in the room while everyone did the math"12 hours!?!?!?"

"SHH" Namjoon whispers harsh at jimin

"Sorry" jimin mumbles lowering his head "Why didn't you take him to his bed?"

Namjoon shrugs "I didn't want to leave him alone, and I didn't want to risk the chance of waking him"

Little did they know that jin was already awake, he's been awake for one and a half hours now. Namjoon was keeping himself occupied by watching tv so he didn't notice. Thinking positively and lying still let's him slowly be able to start being productive, it's what he does every moring.

Yes, it's still difficult for him to do everything but his morning routine helps him endure it and if wasn't for that he would be able to get out of bed in the morning or at all for that matter.

They didn't know he was awake till got up and off of Namjoon. Having long enough to prepare himself he was able to move easily, though it was still a burden.

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By the time I knew I was able to move, I stayed still, waiting for the right time to get up. I had to make up a story, I had to avoid our family meeting. I heard I was asleep for 12 hour even though I woke up earlier. So I'm assuming it's around 8:30....8:30!?!

Once I found a solution I quickly got up.

"Jin hyung!" The maknae line and hobi yell as they run to me, giving me a hug

'Alright, Time to set the plan in motion' "what time is it?" I succeed on sounding confused.

"Uuhhh" jimin checks his phone "it's 8:36"

"8:36!?!" I exclaim "I haven't even started dinner yet!"

"No, it's okay hyung, after what happened it would of made us more worried if you did" jungkook assures me

"No no no no, that will not do. You guys must be hungry after all you did today, I'll cook you guys something" i rush to the kitchen.

"No hyung-" I flinch as jungkook grabs my wrist, I almost let out a hiss but keep it in.

Jungkook looks at me confused "Ah, jungkook-ah, don't do that, you scared me!" I laugh it off playfully. I take my wrist back and start walking to the kitchen again.

"Hyung we already had dinner" Taehyung lifts a bag "we brought you guys some food" he holds the bag out and smiles.

'You gotta be kidding me!' I think in disbelief

"YOU must be hungry, you've been sleeping all day." Yoongi says as Namjoon nods in agreement.

"Very" I say smiling 'I'm so screwed'

"Great! How about while we have our family meeting too?" Taehyung internets

'Nope, fuck this shut I'm out.' I try hard for my panic not to show.

"Eeeeeh" im make an unsure sound "how about we not" I say smiling

"You really scared us, hyung." Hoseok decides to speak after being quiet for so long"

"Sorry about that" I chuckle nervously"

"Really, that's all you have to say! We were worried sick about you!" Jimins face starts getting red and his eyes watery.

"What do you want me to say!" I yell out.

"We want you to tell us what happened!" Hoseok intervenes

'Those slick sons of- this is the meeting, it already started, right when they first started talking to me! There's only one thing I can do now...'I take a deep breath.

"Fine..." I slowly open my mouth, closing my eyes as I do so and...run.

I bolt to my room as fast I can, hearing fast footsteps behind me. The only person who can run that fast is...'shit, Jungkook'

He grabs my shirt, exposing my shoulder. The collar choking me as he pulls me back, holding me tight as I struggle. The members just catching up.

"Stop struggling and just tell us what's wrong!" Jungkook grunts out as I continue struggling.

"No!!!" I yell out 'Its not that easy'

"Let us help you!" Hoseok cries out, I stop struggling

"I'm sorry Jungkook" I whisper

"Why are you sorry?" I go start to go close to his ear so no one hears my response

Once I reach to his ear I- "AHHHH!!!!!!"
scream. He Jolts from the loud sound and I break free from his grip. Slamming my door I lock it.

"You know what fine, dont come crawling to us when decide you want help!!! You're on you're own now! " Is the last thing i hear as i cover my ears and zone out in my mind.

'I know, i dont deserve help'