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"That time...I asked you about the scratches on your arms...you told me it was a cat...the thing is you....don't seem to have a cat, so I'm asking you again, where did you get those scratches?"

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Why do I have to be reminded of this? I just want to forget, but it's like I cant. I'm forced to remember everything! What do I even say? Nothing's right! I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO SAVE ME!!! IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?! IS IT?!

"Earth to Y/N..." Jimin said making me snap of my thoughts. What can I say? He probably already caught me.

Should I lie about it again? Shit, I just realised tears are running dow my cheeks. I immediately wiped them away and looked at him straight in the eyes. I tried not to show any signs of fear, but his eyes were piercing right through me.

"I.......cut myself!" I said as my eyes started watering. His eyes widened. "I-I knew it!" he said, he also looked like he didn't know how to respond or react. He took me by surprise and hugged me.

He looked calm, and here I was on the other hand panicking, not knowing how to react at all. I just stood there with wide open eyes for a few seconds. All of a sudden I just broke down and started sobbing.

He doesn't seem as bad as I thought he was. I guess he does have a heart. I felt protected. "It's okay Y/N" he said trying to clam me down. I clenched onto his shirt tightly.

Suddenly he let go quickly. "I don't know what came over me and i'm sorry but i don't want anything to do with you." he said leaving me speachless. I thought he cared!

"Please don't get the wrong idea because of what I did, I...just...........pity you...that's all" after saying that he just left.

He just did this out of pity . That word stabbed me in the heart. For a second I thought he cared, but no.....

"Hahahahaha" I laugh out if misery. I wipe my tears away and get on the bus.

AT SCHOOL

I was in class. I couldn't focus on anything, because all I was thinking of is what happened this morning with Jimin.

Did he tell anyone? He can't tell anyone but I didn't have the chance to tell him that. I'm worried. If anyone finds out then it's over.

He...didn't even ask why I cut myself...he really doesn't care. W an asshole.

Maybe I should talk to him after class and tell him that he shouldn't tell anyone.

AFTER CLASS

I was looking for Jimin during lunchtime. Where is he? After looking around for sometime I found him but he was with that buttface Taehyung.

I'm scared now...should I go talk to him? Y/N be strong go up to him, ask him to talk in private and tell him not to tell anyone. You got his Y/N.

I walked up to him nervouly and tapped on his shoulder. They both looked at me. Taehyung saw me and gave me a smirk.

Jimin looked annoyed. "What do you want?" Jimin said annoyed. I can't believe it, he really hates me, he doesn't care about me at all!

"I-I wanted t-to talk to you in p-private," I said a bit scared. "No!" He replied yelling about. I flinched.

"P-please" I begged. He sighed. "Fine," he said. Which made me smile a bit.

We went in the rooftop. "So?" He asked. "I-I wanted to talk to you about this morni-"

"I said forget about that!" He said cutting me off. "I know but I just wanted to tell you that y-you...can't tell anyone."

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