Am I Good Enough? (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

CHICKEN!

                                                                      HARRY'S POV

I set Lanie down she was still in hysterics. "Shhhh, Lanie, it's ok, it was just a movie. Not real. The children will be fine," I said, hugging her. "But we saw her...." Lanie said

"But it's a movie, it's not real, they just showed her to us to make us scared," I said comforting.

"You just don't understand Harry, i have a dark past, really dark," I said.

"No, your father just abused you, it's not that dark," I said

"Shut up, Harry, there's more than that, much more.." she said and started to sob into my shirt. I just patted her back. "Harry, can you stay with me tonight?"Lanie asked "Well, of course, Lanie!" I said. I left to get my stuff, and when i got back, Lanie was explaining the movie to Billy Bob who looked like he was listening intently. Billy Bob loves her, probably more than me. Her voice is soft, and soothing, she's beautiful, she's sweet, what's not to like? SNAP OUT IT!!!!!!!! I have to get over her. She doesn't like me like that. Just then Billy Bob saw me and ran to me, and rubbed himself on my ankle, purring. "awwwwwwwwww!" Lanie said. I walked over to the spot on the floor by her bed and made a little bed thing, except no mattress.Billy Bob went under the bed. He likes to sleep under beds. I tucked my self in, and Lanie tucked herself in. "Good night, Harry," She said "Good night, i love you," She couldn't hear the last part, because she was already asleep.  I fell asleep soon after. I woke up, and my back ached. It got so uncomfortable and i got up to go to the bathroom. When I came out, Lanie was sitting up. "Harry, what's wrong. You were moving around quite a bit," She said "Oh, it's terribly uncomfortable," I said She looked at me, then my sleeping bag, then her bed. She repeated that a few times, then she finally said "Well, this bed is big enough for two," She said. "Oh, no I couldn't," i said "Harry, i don't want you to be uncomfortable, come on," She said, patting the space beside her. "I'll make a blanket wall, you can't pass it, well, on purpose, i mean," I finally gave in and got on to the oppisite side of her. She finished the blanket wall. She laid back down, and fell asleep. I laid awake, staring at her. She was baeutiful, even at midnight. I finally fell asleep. 

I woke up to Louis screaming "CHICKEN!"   I got up, just as Lanie woke up "LOUIS! SHUT YOUR FACE!" She yelled, now wide awake thanks to Louis's yelling. "OH GOOD MORNING LANIE! I SEE YOU WOKE UP ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE BED!" Louis yelled. She just rolled her eyes and said "Idiot,"She walked out of the room and I followed. Louis saw and he looked at me Like 'Dude, what happened?' I gave him a look that said 'nothing, you perv.' Then he stuck his tongue in between two fingers. He has a dirty mind. Lanie sat down on the couch and watched Spongebob with Niall. Niall was laughing his head off for Lord knows why. Lanie was singing along to the theme song. Louis took me into the kitchen. "Dude, why was she moody yesterday?" He said. Well, I guess i'll have to tell sooner or later. "Well, I kissed her, and she thought I was a player," I said. "You are," Louis said, raising his eyebrows. 'Well, the point is, she wasn't too happy," i said "Dude, did you make it special?" He asked. "No," I said, confused. "OH MY GOD HARRY! That was her FIRST KISS!!!!!!!! It's supposed to be special. That is all a girl cares about! They want their first kiss to be special, and romantic! You pretty much ruined it for her!" "oh," i said, feeling bad. I walked out of the kitchen and sat beside Lanie on the couch. She smiled at me. She seems in a better mood today. Spongebob was doing some retarded thing, and Niall was laughing his head off. Lanie just looked entertained by Niall's laughing. Zayn walked downstairs and said "Vas Happenin????" We all just laughed. We heard a thump, and Liam fell straight down the stairs. Lanie was first to react. "Oh my god, Liam, are you ok?" She asked worried. "i'm fine," he said. Lanie helped him up. "Thanks, Love," Liam said. Lanie sat down next to me again. "We should do something today!" She whispered to only me. "Yeah, good idea!" I replied. "How about a film in the cinema?" I asked. "Yes! That would be great!" She said "I'll go get ready now!" she said as she ran to her room.   

                                                                   LANIE'S POV  

I took a shower than put on a pair of skinny jeans and a pink tank top, since it's always hot in Miami. I blow dryed my hair, but it took me a while to figure it out, because I've never used one. I finally figured it out, and i dried my hair. I would've straightened it too, but Harry was getting impatient. I just put my hair into a high ponytail and I walked out the door and Harry took my hand and we walked to his own car. He opened the door for me like a gentleman, i got in, and he closed it, and walked to his side. He started the car. A few minutes later we were at the movies. "Let's watch Step Up Revolution!" Harry said. I nodded my head "Ok!" We purchased our tickets, and bought popcorn and pop to share. We walked to our theater, the popcorn in my hands and the pop in his hands. We took the back row, the best seat in our opinions.The movie started, and Harry and I watched intently. It didn't have much romance, but we made our own. Harry and i looked at eachother, and he leaned in, and his lips touched mine. We moved in perfect sync. We pulled apart, and Harry put his arm around me. The movie finished, and we drove home.I went into my room, and Harry asked if he could come in. I said sure, so he walked in with his shirt off. I raised my eyebrow at him. "What? It's hot in Miami!" Harry said. I rolled my eyes, and harry pulled me onto his lap. He started to stroke my hair and sing "Soft Kitty, Warm Kitty, Little ball of fur, purr, purrr, purr!" I started to laugh, and i leaned against his chest. He started to stroke my cheek. I smiled and he bent down and kissed me. "I love you," He said. Well, it was sudden, but I said "I love you, too," He was beaming. I laid down and my head was in his lap. He traced my lips, and then he stroked my hair. I smiled at him. Then Louis ruined the moment. "HEY! YOU GUYS MISSED LUNCH!" He said, and then he saw us and his eyes widened. "I'll, um, go now." He said and I laughed. "Oh, relax, lou, we weren't going to do anything!" I said "We weren't?" Harry said and wiggled his eyebrows. I playfully hit him. "You guys want me to bring you lunch?" Lou asked,

"No," I said "Yes," Said Harry. Lou left and Harry said "Lanie, you need food, you're underweight!"  "But I'm not hungry," I said "I bet you're starving," he said "No, I'm not, trust me, i've been starving for years, i know what it feels like. I've handled hunger for years, I'm fine," I said. He opened his mouth and I said "Relax, Harry, if I get hungry, I'll get up and get something. Besides, I just ate popcorn," I said. He nodded, though he still looked worried. He looked at my stomache. It was small, but I was seriously not hungry. Harry's eyes moved to the door, and it opened, and Louis brought in Harry's lunch. I moved off his lap so he could eat. I turned on the t.v. and Sixteen and pregnant was on.  I decided to watch it. It was the first episode of this season. It was really interesting. "I'll never end up like that. I want to wait," I said while patting my belly. "But these girls seem to be taking their pregnancy well," I said. "They probably wanted a baby," said Harry. "Do you want kids?" I asked Harry. "Not really. i don't want ot be responsible for screwing up the next generation," He said. "Oh," i said. "You want kds?" He asked. "Yeah, i love kids they're so sweet and adorable... well, not in the awkward teenage years, they're nightmares then," I said. Harry laughed. He finished eating and he pulled me on his lap. I resisted, though. "Stop, Harry, i'm not a baby, I don't want ot sit on your lap," I said. Harry looked hurt. "Ok," He said "Sorry, Harry, I'm just.. i don't know, thinking," I said. "You said you had a dark past," Harry said. "If you ever want to talk about it, I'm here, baby," He said. "ok, I'll tell you when I'm ready, which is not now." I said, sadly. "It is truly very, very dark," I said. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 

A/N- Hey guys! I bet you want to find out Lanie's past and why she freaked out about children!!!!!!! Well, you're figure it out soon! I promise!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT NOW, THOUGH! but I know what it will be! I have that planned! Keep reading! It's going to get better, trust me, if you think it's boring now, it will get better! i swear! So I made this chapter very romantic because I love romance. I am a hopeless romantic, I admit it!!!!!!!!!!!! So uh, I don't have anymore to say, but please comment, vote, and fan me! I always fan back, even if you don't write anything. So, uh, bye, my little carrots, and peace out, girl scout(s)!