Am I Good Enough? (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Josh

"Niall, will you explain to me why Spongebob is on?" I asked.

"Because it is," He said, raising his eyebrows. I just rolled my eyes. Soon, we heard a feminine scream. I ran to Lanie's room. She was shaking, waking up Billy Bob.  I tried getting near her, but Billy Bob hissed when I took a step forward.

"Daddy! Please, NO!" Lanie screamed. Probably a nightmare. Suddenly she got up. She started running.

"NO! daddy please no, it's gross! Don't!!!!!!!! Don't kill him!!!! Josh! Don't let him tie it around your neck! Daddy! NO!" She had tears in her eyes. I was going to wake her up, but Louis held me back saying "They say never to wake a sleepwalker."

                                                                      LANIE'S POV

Here I am in dreamland, living it all over. As soon as I fell asleep, the flashback started.

*Flashback*

"LANIE! Come here!"  My dad screamed.

"Yes, daddy?" I came down. I looked at the thirteen year old boy in his arms. My age. "Dad..."

"You are going to join us, you hear," I groaned. "Dad, please, haven't you tortured me enough?"I asked. "No, I will smack you! Get undressed," He yelled.  A tear escaped my eye. The passed out boy who my father had woke up. My dad went upstars to get a rope to attach to the attic ceiling. Story of my life.

"Where am I? And who are you, some kind of goddess?" He was checking me out. I almost choked on own saliva. Did he seriously find me attractive. Well, i only had my bra and underwear on, maybe that was why. I just shook my head. "Where did Father find you?" I asked.

"Oh, I was in an alleyway, smoking and drinking. I was at a party that my parents dragged me too. I escaped into an alleyway with a girl, but when he came, she escaped, and he hit me with a club. I couldn't escape," He said.

"I'm so sorry," I said right as my father came in. "Hey, kid, get undressed." My father said. His eyes widened. I sat down and out my head in my hands, like I always do when I'm sad and need to think. I looked up. The boy was naked. It would start as always. He would start watching just us doing it, then he would join in, then he was done, he'd hang the boy. My father got out a matress. He ordered me to lay down. "Wait, what about condoms?" The boy asked. He turned to me, "I'm Josh, by the way," I smiled. "She don't need none, hasn't started yet," What haven't I started? That's what I would like to know. My dad ordered Josh to start off slow. He kissed me. He's done this before, I could tell. His lips went down to my neck. This has happened to me. I guess we both did this before. To make a long story short, we all joined in, attacking my vagina. It was gonna hurt after this. We ended and I cried. My dad was getting the rope ready. "I'm so sorry," I said. "why?" He asked and kissed me. Tears were spilling. "He's going to hang you Josh," I said. Fear lit up his eyes. "Really?" "Yes",

 I said. "He's been making me his sex slave since my mom died." I said. My dad came down "Come with me, you two. He got the rope ready. Suddenly, i got a rush of fear. "NO! daddy please no, it's gross! Don't!!!!!!!! Don't kill him!!!! Josh! Don't let him tie it around your neck! Daddy! NO!" I said.  He had the rope around his neck, he was suspended in the air. 'I'll get you out!' I mouthed to him. My dad left, and I found a way to let Josh go. I got his clothes, and I came to the attic.  I cut the rope. "Go Josh, and never ever look back!" I yelled "And DO NOT tell the cops, or else you and I will both be on the ropes. Never speak of it! Don't tell anyone." Josh nodded. He kissed me, and climbed out the window. I saw him run. Dad is going to kill me. 

It was hours later. This time a woman was here. "LANIE! GET IN THE CLOSET!" HE yelled. At least he wasn't going to make me do it.

*End of flashback*  

I woke with a start. I saved a life. He better be grateful. I got up. I wanted to take a walk.  I took my purse. (Yes, Harry got me a purse) And I left. 

"Harry, i'm going for a walk!" I yelled.

"Be careful!" He yelled back. Oh, i see how it is, too busy to come with? Oh well, I'll survive. I walked out of the house. I managed to walk to the city, which was only a blocj away from the mansion. I decided to venture the alleyways. After all, Josh was in an alleyway when My father caught him. This may be the same alleyway, or maybe one down the street. Who knows, anyway, it was close to my old house.  I walked down, and nothing was there. I went across the street, and I saw a figure. I went further down the alley. Some guy was smoking. I coughed. I caught his attention. Oops. I started to walk away, and the guy put a hand on my shoulder. "Please keep me company, I hate alleyways." He said. I shrugged. "Fine," I said. He offered me a cigarette, but I said Hell no!  So, we started to talk. "Why don't you like alleyways?" He put his hood down. "Well, this guy kidnapped me and made me have sex with his daughter, and then he was hang me, but his sexy daughter helped me escape," My mouth hung open. "J-Josh?" I asked.

"How do you... LANIE!"  He said. He hugged me. "Long time no see!" He said. "So you escaped him?"  Josh asked. I nodded. He suddenly leaned in, and kissed me. Like old times. "I never forgot about you," He said. I smiled. Harry would flip out if he were here. Oh well. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

A/N- Well, you got to see a part of Lanie's dark past. It truly was terrible. I know it was intense. I tried to describe as least as I could,i didn't want to scar my little carrots.So tell me how you like it. Please Vote, comment, and fan. I will fan you back. How did you feel about her meeting Josh???? Please give me your opinions!!!! i would love to hear them, but please don't be mean!!!!!!!! Bye, my little carrots!!!!!!!