Am I Good Enough? (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Jeolous Harry

I arrived at the alleyway, and Josh was there, waiting for me. When he saw me, I think his eyes brightened a bit.... weird. i was probably just imagining it. I ran up tp him.

"Hi!" I said, hugging him.

"Hey!" He said. "So, what happened?" He asked, bringing up the terrible morning.

"Well, I was downstairs with my best friend Nat, and Harry came down. Naked. With another girl. And I kinda like him," I said. Tears rolled down my cheeks. Josh pulled me into a hug. My cell phone that Harry got me started ringing. Gee, I wonder who could be calling????? Let’s look and see! Oh, look, Harry! I couldn’t have guessed that. Yeah right. If I couldn’t have guessed that, I would’ve had the IQ of a freaking duck.

“What?” I snapped into Jessie. (Yes, I named my cell phone Jessie.) 

“Lanie! Oh my gosh! Where are you???? I’m worried sick!” He said

“Ok, Hi Harry. I’m at 14468 NoneOfYourBusiness Drive,” I said, kind of smart-alecky.

“Ok, I entered it into the GPS,” He said. Wow, dumb much? I heard the GPS say in the background “Street not found, Sir Styles,”

“What? Oh. Lanie! You tricked me!” He said “I’m being serious. Where are you, baby?” I just laughed and hung up. Josh was smiling,too. He heard my whole conversation. Little did I know  was that Harry put a tracker in my phone. It would be a matter of time before he found me and Josh embracing. (Hugging)

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“I can’t believe you went and saw that man behind Danielle, Eleanor, and Natalie’s backs!” Harry yelled.Louis had his arms crossed behind Harry. Liam had his hand on my shoulder. Niall and Zayn were standing behind Liam. Liam, Niall, and Zayn were on my side. Trying to convince Harry and Louis that Josh was just a friend. But Harry and Louis thought he was bad news. Liam, Niall and Zayn knew he wasn’t bad.  They tried to make Harry and Louis understand.

“Harry! He’s just a friend. It’s not like he’s a drug dealer who wants to sell her some weed! You’re being ridiculous!” Liam said. Later, I will pretend to cry to make Harry and Lou feel bad. But not now. They have to finish yelling at me.

“He’s just her friend, Lad. A good friend, who she can pour her feelings out to. A lass needs a friend like that.” Niall said.

“yes, Niall has a point. You’re being dumb right now, Haz,” Zayn said.

“I’m going to side with Haz. He could’ve raped her, or murder her, or worse,” Louis spoke.

“he’s her friend for crying out loud! He wouldn’t do that!” Liam said, getting angry at Harry and Louis’s silliness.

“whatever! Lanie I will not allow you to see that guy anymore. Never ever ever again!” harry said.  That did it. I didn’t have to fake cry. The tears flowed naturally. I threw my cell onto the ground and stomped on it, to show Harry what I think about his stupid tracker. He stared at me wide eyed.

“That’s what I think of your stupid tracker!” I yelled. Oh. I just now realized I killed Jessie. “You made me murder Jessie!” I yelled again, even angrier that he made me kill my precious phone. I picked up Jessie. I would hold a funeral for him later. I ran into my room. I forgot to lock the door.  I sobbed into my bed.

I heard a scream. “Harry! Let her be! She needs to cool off!” I heard Zayn say.

“Shut up!” Harry yelled back. I knew what was coming. ‘Oh, Lanie! It’s for your own good! He was a bad influence’ yeah. Like I’m dumb enough to believe that. Harry came into my room.

“oh, Lanie! I’m so sorry! It’s for your own good! He was a bad influence for you!” He said. I called it. See. He’s very predictable, unlike Louis. Louis is the opposite. Unpredictable. It is impossible to know what goes on in his head. Probably Cat! Carrot! Cheese! Woof! Tree! Something along those lines. But that’s why we love him. Except now. He was on Harry’s side. I sneezed. Crap. I forgot that I was still sick. I was mad though. I responded to Harry almost immediately.

“Harry! Shut up! That’s BS, and you know it! Josh is a good friend, unlike someone. Cough, Cough, Harry, cough.” Hurt flashed in his eyes. I almost felt bad. Key word: Almost.  

“You don’t know him like I do! And he did it once with me only because he had too! He wouldn’t dare touch me again, knowing about my history! You’re just to judgemental! I hate you! Never talk to me again! Go AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” I said, sobbing. “just go!” I muttered. Harry left the room. Zayn came in. Zayn was a really good friend to me. Probably one of my best friends besides maybe Nat.  I was sobbing. Zayn hugged me and said everything was going to be ok. “When, Zayn? When will things be ok?” I asked

“in time, gray skies will clear up. Remember my time on the X-Factor? The boot camp was really gray. I got through it, and here I am. A member in an international boy band.” He said. He started to sing Rainbow Veins by Owl City to me. My favorite song. I didn’t tell anyone it was my favorite song, though. He probably heard me listening to it on replay. His room is just past mine in the hall, so he probably hears it everytime he walks by my room. Right now, I was relaxed by Zayn’s voice. My room was peaceful. But of course, It only lasted for like, a minute. It went downhill from there. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

A/N-Hey!!!!!!!!!! Long time, no see, or no see computer screen in this case. I wasn’t uploading my stories because I was distracted by school starting. My teachers give so much homework, and my mom says to only go on the computer for a hour, (Don’t tell her, but sometimes I sneak on when I’m done with my homework, for more than ab hour) But, I have to be catious, so I end up being so paranoid, I get off. So, I only get time to check my facebook, pretty much. I will try to upload on the weekdays, but at this rate, it will be mostly on the weekend. You know the rest. The first carrot to comment gets a dedication. So, bye my little carrots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!