Loved by two bad boys

Chapter 23

His question went straight into my brain and into my heart which started to beat faster then normal. "I.... I don't know Jimin... Of course i don't want to leave you like this... but there is something inside of me which is telling me to leave Korea..".

I didn't dared to look straight into his face but Jimin forced me with his fingers on my chin, turning my face straight to his direction. "Don't be sad...I'm not disappointed in you if you really think like that".

His calm voice and his supportive look gave me goosebumps all over my body. How can he still be this calm after I told him that I'm thinking of leaving Korea?.

Teares formed in my eyes after seeing him so supportive infront of me but I didn't dared to let them fall that easely.

Jimin started to give me a supportive smile like everything would be alright. "Y/n... you went through so many bad things so I can totally understand if you think about leaving Korea..."

I just smiled back at him, not stopping my teares anymore from falling. "Jimin... what would I ever do without you... don't worry these were only my thoughts...I'm not leaving yet... so this means you won't get rid of me that easely" I said while starting to giggle in hope to make him feel better.

I know he was just hidding his feelings from me. How can someone be this cute and supportive?...I know he would do anything for me to see me happy even if he would be sad afterwards.

I hugged him and we just enjoyed the moment after breaking the hug after some minutes.

THE NEXT DAY

JUNGKOOK'S POV...

Another day were I wake up knowing that she won't be here. Somehow I keep on thinking about the good old days were I used to tease her... she would get annoyed of me and would ignore me afterwards just for fun but forgive me really fast.

Destiny played such a bad game for me... it made me loose my love of my life...my friend...and almost my family.

Teares were almost flowing down my cheeks but I hold them in since anger was taking the best of me.

I started to break things in my room and got frustrated while kneeling to the floor and screaming my heart out.

"ARGGHHH I WANT YOU BACK TAEHYUNG...I-I WANT YOU BACK Y/N...WHY DID BOTH OF YOU LEFT ME LIKE THIS?!?!" teares were falling and I totally lost control over my whole body.

I stood up and made my way to the big mirror. Looking in the mirror and seeing the idiot which was standing infront of me, made my blood boil even more.

"I HATE YOU" was what I screamed out before breaking the mirror with my fists. It didn't took me that long and I was again kneeling on the ground while holding my hand in pain.

The anger was still inside me but the frustration got the best of me as I took the sharp broken mirror piece. I wanted the pain to finally leave me. And I knew how I could feel better.

"I...i'm s-sorry for hurting you all" was the only thing I could say right now. Teares were falling like a waterfall but it didn't bothered me that much... I knew I would find piece soon.

My head started to hurt as I was about to end it all with this sharp mirror in my hand. Everything went blurry for me and soon everything went black.

I couldn't move my body anymore but somehow I still could hear. I heared how the door opened and how a familiar femail voice screamed my name. Soon I felt how she started to shake me and screamed at me to open my eyes.

As hard as I tried but I couldn't. And after that everything got muted off and I couldn't hear or feel anymore.

Y/N POV...