Chapter 44

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JUNGKOOK'S POV...

"Answer me now what is going on!!!" I said once again waiting for an explanation while trying to control my temper. "Jungkook it's nothing really...I told you Taehyung would come here to visit us" y/n tried to explain but the scene I saw earlier was just driving me crazy.

"US OR JUST YOU?!" I screamed on which she reminded scilens. "And you...tell me now clearly what do you want huh?" I asked getting a little closer to him. "Jungkook it's not how it seems like...we are friends...aren't we allowed to hug?" Taehyung asked on which I rolled my eyes.

"I HEARED Y/N TALKING ABOUT YOU LOVING HER!!!" both of them looked into eachothers eyes and looked back at me. "Jungkook...I was not saying that to him...I was on my phone...my mom called me to check up on me..." she explained which confused me. "Then why were you hugging Taehyung and why do you have a flower in your hand?" I asked still unsure about her answer.

"He hugged me because I needed that after finding out that my dad was in hospital last week and I couldn't be there for him...and the flower... as I was talking to my mother, Taehyung was walking here and there and he picked this flower from the bouquet which was on counter...so if you are done asking and doubting then please give me a second" she said with a broken voice and left me and Taehyung behind.

I'm so dumb...I should have trusted her...she was feeling miserable enough but of course I had to make her feel much more worse...just great...

"Jungkook...can I talk to you for a second?" Taehyung spoke up which made me look back to him. "Look...I know you like her...and I can tell she likes you too...I would never do something to seperate you two...I want to see both of you happy and I couldn't handle it if you two wouldn't be happy and the reason behind this would be me...I don't want that...please trust me I'm her friend like Jimin...please try to trust me...for now I'm leaving but I really hope you two sort things out alright..."

I only nodded on what he said and look back at the direction, she went to. "Oh and one more thing...I heared you have fever...I know how to help you...take a hot shower...and rest well at night...I'm sure you will feel better tomorrow" and with that he left.

I don't know why he said I needed to shower since people say to not shower when you have a high fever. However I went upstairs and decided to talk to Y/n. I didn't meant to hurt her. Jealousy got the best of me on which I started doubting her.

I knocked at her door but she didn't offered to come in on which I didn't wanted to disturb her more and just gave her the privacy she wanted. I went into my room and noticed it got a little bit cooled in here. I went to balcony door and was about to close it but before I could I heared her talking to someone on her phone.

She was sobbing which was hurting me. I'm sure I'm the reason she is sobbing now. I've never wanted her to suffer because of me. I had to make her feel better but I how?.

Suddenly I felt dizzy on which I hold my head and collabst onto the floor. I somehow couldn't move myself since everything was moving and without me noticing it I passed out.

Y/N'S POV...

talking to Jimin was really giving me strength to handle the pain I was feeling better after what just happened. It was feeling good to let everything out and Jimin was really a big help to calm myself down.

I know I can count on him as my best friend that he would be there for me no matter where or at which time. While talking I heared a loud bang from next door which scared the shit out of me. I excused myself to Jimin and told him I had to check something and hung up on him.

I went into Jungkook's room with big steps and entered into his room without knocking. I was shocked seeing him there laying on the floor. "JUNGKOOK" I screamed his name and runned into his direction and tried to wake him up but what ever I did nothing was helping him to wake up.

I remembered the bowl full of water which was in his room so I didn't hesitated to take some of it and tried to wake him up by dropping some water drops onto his face. He finally flinched on which I finally breathed out in relieve. "J-jungkook what happened?" I asked while shaking him like there would be no tomorrow.

"Y/n?...What are you doing here?..."he said while standing up from the floor. " You fainted...That's why i'm here...is everything alright?" I asked worriedly while noticing that I had tears in my eyes.

"Yes don't worry I'm fine...I think stress was the reason for my fainting........y/n I'm so sorry for doubting on you...I....." i cut him right away. "No Jungkook...you need to rest..you still have fever...we can talk about that a another time..."I said while leading him to his bed and whipping those tears away.

"No I can't rest until you don't hear me out" he said on which I eventually gave in and sat next to him on the bed. "You have 5 minutes".

"As I was saying...jealousy got the best of me ok...you know that I like you alot...and It's hard for me to see you with someone else...even if it was your friend....I just can't control my fellings...I hope you forgive me I've never meant to hurt you like this"

He said on which I somehow couldn't look straight into his eyes anymore. "Jungkook...I know you didn't meant like that but you should know that if you like someone alot then you automatically trust this person too" I said while playing with my fingers since I was getting nervous around him now.

"True...but the trust grows bigger when the other person you love, loves you back...do you love me back?" He asked on which I looked straight into his eyes.

"I....I need t-to go now...Good night" I said and was about to leave but I feelt him grabbing my wrist and pushing me back to him...and without any warning he smashed his lips on mine which made me shock for a moment. After awhile I forgot everything around me and kissed him back. I don't know why my head was like screaming to stop but my lips wasn't.

After a while I finally was able to break this kiss. I could feel myself being really hot and I was sure that I was having a red face on which I didn't waste anytime and went straight into my room.

I closed the door and hold my lips. Oh my god what just happened?.

JUNGKOOK'S POV...

She kissed me back... I couldn't stop smiling after what just happened...She really kissed me back...

God what just happened...

TO BE CONTINUED...

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