Poem n stories

where are u?

I was there

Waiting for you to hit the doorbells,

Feel my intenseness throughout these nights,

But it seems im standing there alone,

Hours and hours,

I stay holding the door knob,

I try to reach you by the phone,

Im blank when your friend pick up those phone,

Telling me to come by your home,

By the times i reached there,

Tears are dropping out,

Seems our anniversary been celebrated by your ex,

At your bed,

I leaved with scars and mix feelings,

I dont know if im still okay or just im pretend to be,

Remember those nights?

Where you holds my hands softly and told me not to let go,

When the stars are giving us the brightest shines they can be,

How cold your lips are kissing me,

You promised me that our relationship will worked out,

Eventhough i just a normal girl,

I'm not those girls that almost complete at almost everything,

We make out that night,

I remember you screaming my name

That morning,

You promised me you gonna stay by my side,

Hugging me and promised me once again this will worked,

But now here we are,

I mean us,

nowhere to be found,

Strangers again.