you step out of the train station after a long ride, your legs sore, your suitcase at your side. you huff out a small cloud of hot air, it vaporating into the cold air. trekking on, you found your way out of the train station, and went to the address you had saved on your phone. you made your way onto the elevator of the large intimidating building, thinking about something your mother had told you long ago. 'snow gives your heart frostbite...' you shivered slightly, the cold getting to you. the elevator doors closed, the car slowly moving to the 8th floor. the elevator finally stopped at the 8th floor, and you rolled your suitcase out of the elevator car, and went to your intended apartment. you entered the pin on the small keypad, the object making a small beep and a click. you turned the knob, and entered the apartment, not expecting anyone to be there yet. yet you saw someone you vaguely recognized. just barely recognized. maybe from high school..? you thought. the male looked at you and stood up as soon as he heard your suitcase roll in, the same confusion in his eyes. you brushed your thoughts aside and bowed. 'hello, i'm your new roommate, y/fn'
he smiled slightly upon hearing your voice. 'jung jungkook..' he replied. you blinked for around two seconds, the memory coming back to you. quickly, you decided, that if he was from middle school he would have heard about what happened. he chuckled softly. 'i think...i recognize you from somewhere..? i can't recall where... did you go to busan municipal high school..?' you shook your head. 'no, i'm from ulsan...' 'ah, alright then. maybe i was thinking of a different y/n...' he replied. 'anyways..' you chuckled lightly. 'do you know where my room is..?' you asked to the older male. 'hmm, i think it's down the corridor next to the kitchen. ' he answered. 'thank you..' you bowed your head and went to your room, quickly unpacking your things.
__________the next morning.
you woke up to the sound of your alarm, huffing as you were pulled out of your empty dream. you got up, went to the shower, freshened up. just like every morning. you got in a longsleeve t-shirt and a graphic tee under a hoodie, with a pair of loosely fitting jeans. you put on some converse, packed your bag with the necessary supplies, put in some headphones, started playing God Is A Woman and left for school, humming to the song as you walked over. you saw a familiar face. taehyung...
you gulped, but considering how much you had changed your overall look, style and weight, you doubted he would recognize you. on top of that, you had done some plastic surgery to avoid running into people you used to know. you just quickly walked past, hoping he wouldn't notice you. as luck would have it, he didn't recognize you and you successfully hid your identity. you weren't going to have another drama on your hands, especially because they would always cost you. finally you arrived at the university and entered the building, finding your way to your class, taking your computer and notebook out and getting comfortable, waiting for the teacher. since luck was nonexistent today, jimin, yoongi, namjoon and jungkook all sat to the side of you. taehyung sat a few levels up though. jungkook looked down the aisle and saw you, fortunately keeping his mouth shut for the most part. he muttered something to namjoon about you, and you hoped he wasn't doubting you. 'her handwriting is just like y/n's....' yoongi muttered to the others. 'didn't she die though....' namjoon responded. you cringed as you heard them talk about that horrible month when your were 15...
you tried ignoring it as the teacher entered the room, the class soon flying by. you sighed as you collected your things. as you were packing your things, yoongi cleared his throat, looking at you. 'uhm, hi..i'm min yoongi.. i think i've seen you before...from high school? do you remember me..? i was that kid who played piano all the time...' he said hesitantly, the words ringing in your mind. 'sorry...i'm really the wrong person..whoever you're thinking about, she isn't me..' you refused. yoongi sighed in defeat, turning back to the other guys. 'i guess it isn't her..' he sighed sadly. you picked up your backpack and left the lecture room, wanting to escape the suffocating feeling of guilt. you walked back home, fresh snow falling from the sky. you huffed, not wanting to run into anyone from your past life. you got halfway home, when you smelled a familiar smell. taehyung's cologne.. you walked even faster, not wanting to get noticed. you soon arrived at your apartment building, quickly getting into the elevator and sighing. 'fuck this shit..i wanna go home.....' you mumbled as the doors opened once again. you looked at the familiar face. are you fucking kidding me... you gulped and waited for him to say something. 'you're a horrible liar.. anyways, i'm gonna have taehyung and jin by later. unless you want him to recognize you, i suggest going out or something..' jungkook huffed. 'fine. i was lying. but i'll talk about it later. right now i have too much to deal with' you both arrived at your floor, jungkook opening the door for you. you went to your room, leaving the door open, and put your jacket on your bed, getting on your bed and scrolling through instagram for while. this is gonna be a long semester...___
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Fanfiction"idiot. you idiot." yoongi scolded, shaking his head. "that's a shit way to deal with your problems, take it from someone who tried." --- kim hyunjin (loona) x jeon jungkook (bts) and/or other members of bts --- (mentions of )suicide, self harm and...