I'll try my best to remember the sound of your breathing.To commit to memory the heat of your body. As I see your face move as the result of a place I can't go. I hope you are ok in that place where I can't hold you.
All this before I leave.
As I lay here feeling you move. I'm scared of when you wake. That means we will both be leaving and apart. Not unlike how I will be torn by your absence.
All this before I leave.
It seems as though I arrived only minutes ago. Every moment spent with you is a dream come true. I suppose this is why our time passes in a blink. In that incredibly short time I also prepare to miss you when I'm gone.
All this before I leave.
If only our time apart could pass at the same speed. If that were so I wouldn't be so tortured by the lack of your presence. However I realize that the impending heartache is inevitable.
All this before I leave.
My happiest is when we are together. I know that time will come very soon. In our time distant from each other, I will revisit the memories of our yesterday. That brings me joy and sadness at the same time. Joy because it happened and sadness because it's over....for now. I love you
I decided to write all this Before I leave.
