NO!! He cant be here!!"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!!?"i try to hold back the tears "Jeongyeon i came to see you aren't you happy to see me.......?"NEVER AFTER WHAT HE DID TO ME
"NO! YOU CANT EVEN CALL YOURSELF MY FATHER!! AFTER WHAT YOU DID TO ME AS A KID HOW COULD YOU"Im so MAD how could he just show up here and ask me if i miss him "Jeongyeon its not worth it lets go"Irene said
"NO!HE IS A HORRIBLE MAN AND WHO IS THIS LADY?!?! HUH ?! THERE'S EOMMA LEFT US AND THAT'S CAUSE OF YOU!!! YOU ARE A H_HORRIBLE FATHER!"Tears finally escaped my eyes "I didn't have a childhood let alone a caring father....Jackson was the only one there for me"
"Jeongyeon please im sorry im a changed man my new wife has changed me please..."how stupid of him
"YOU IDIOT"i ran to him and started hitting him on the chest
"Jeongyeon please stop.."I heard Irene say then i stopped I stopped we just walked to me and sehun's apartment Sehun opened the door and I ran to the bathroom with a knife
"SEHUN STOP HER SHE IS GOING TO HURT HERSELF!"Irene shouted
It felt painful but yet good the blood dripping from my wrist this is what i deserve i must be a horrible person.....
"JEONGYEON OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW!!!"Sehun shout he then ran somewhere he came back but it was someone else's voice its Jackson oppa when did he get here
"JEONGYEON OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW"i can hear the pain in his voice i cut one more time to just get the past get away from me...
Then the door slammed open Jackson ran to me and i felt dizzy "JEONGYEON WHAT DID YOU DO?!?"He looked at my wrist and looked at me crying then pulled me into a hug "Why did you do this Jeongyeon?"he asked with a shaking voice
"I deserve this im a terrible person....."i said crying i tried to cut myself again but Jackson oppa took the knife away "WHY WHY WONT YOU LET ME I DESERVE THIS "i said while punching his chest "JEONGYEON PLEASE CALM DOWN"hes crying now i should to "Fine "i start to cry then I hear Another voice Jaehyuns here i can see as he saw me he was about to cry "Jackson hyung come here bring her to the living room"
Jackson oppa picked me up and carried me to the living room i sat on the couch with Irene unnie "im sorry guys im sorry for all of this it all happened so quickly.....:"
"Jeongyeon dont ever do that to yourself again Irene said while bandaging my wrist ''I cant promise that but ill try"then everything just blacked out....i couldn't feel anything i was just ....
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(hey idiots its me the worse author in the world sorry for the painful chapter but i promise the next one is gonna be awsome you guys would love it and ofcourse its gonna have our main ship Jeongmin in it anyways yall just continue being the beuatiful idiots you are and BYE)
