Lost Cause

Save Me

As a child i had a hard childhood my dad leaving me behind and mom getting back drunk Everyday when she come back i just hide in my room hoping that she doesn't find me what did i do ? i just asked for a happy childhood is it really that hard to have a nice childhood that I hoped for.Before my dad left he said :

-Flashback-

8 Years Ago..

Dad: I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE YOUR BEING SO PARANOID

Mom: I'M NOT IF MY HUSBAND IS A F*CKING CHEATER

Dad: I'M NOT CHEATING ON YOU !EVEN IF I DID YOUR LIFE IS MISERABLE YOU AND YOUR STUPID TINY ASS DAUGHTER SHE'S A MISTAKE.

Alicia : I was there i heard every word he was screaming i held into my teddy bear as tight as possible i was in the corner until dad was aware of my presence as i watched him walking towards me

Dad: YOUR THE REASON FOR ALL THIS ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU ! THAT WOULDN'T HAPPEN IF YOU WEREN'T BORN !

He raised his big thick hand and slapped me from the shock i lost words eyes wide looking at how terrible of a father he is.

Mom: Don't you dare touch my daughter again you freak !

Dad : YOU AND YOUR UGLY SMALL BRAT ! I HOPE YOU DIE !

and then he left

-flashback end-

Today

I realized i'm still in bed , i looked at the alarm its 7:29! I'm late but who cares anyway i'm a human and i need to rest too. I pulled myself out of the bed i started preparing myself i started staring into the mirror

'i'm so ugly'

i ignored my reflection as i stared

Alicia :Well no time to look at my face ! gotta leave!

I ran downstairs as fast as i can and before opening the door...

Mom: What about breakfast?!

Alicia : I'm Late !

Mom: Want me to drop you? It's raining outside

Alicia : okay

Mom:Here are the keys,wait for me in the car while i get prepared

Alicia (mumbling): Mom is trying her best to be a good mother she regretted how she acted 8 years ago.. i'm happy that she's trying i forgive but can't forget

Mom : Here I am ! lets go

Alicia : Took you long enough.

Mom stayed quite and started the car she started driving the whole way was really awkward none of us said a word i wanna break the silence but i don't know what to say

Mom : Here we are now. Goodbye Sweetie

Alicia : Thanks Mom,Bye

I got out of the car and made my way to high school woo i'm not excited at all i'm gonna be a dead meat today .

At School/College :

Wren:HEY ALICIA !

i heard a familiar voice calling me i turned around Its Wren Flynn

is my closest friend i know he's really different from the other teenagers in our school so optimistic and smiley which creeps me out sometimes i don't really understand how does he always keep smiling but i still like him anyways

Alicia: Hey Wren! long time no see

Wren: yeah i missed you a a lot

Wren pulled me into a hug i'm patting his pack while choking he's hugging me really tight

Alicia: Wren -cough- i think that's really tight -cough-

Wren: whoops sorry didn't me to squeeze you to death

Alicia : to death ? i nearly pooped my intestines out

Wren : Pfffft hahahaaahahahahaa

He was laughing like a crazy scientist

Alicia : bye

Wren : NOOOO Don't you DARE LEAVE ME T A T

Alicia : I'm afraid i already did -raised the middle finger-

Wren : You! Ungrateful-

RIIIING

Wren : SHIT I'M LATE ! MISTER PRESCOCK THAT DICKHEAD IS GONNA POOP ME OUT TO DEATH AND THEN BURY ME UNDER HIS ASS !

Wren started running towards his class as fast as possible and made it :)

Mr.Presscott : Do you have an idea?! How much time you've wasted!

Wren : I'm so sorry Mr.Presscott

Mr.Presscott: Take a seat before i lose my patience

Wren quitely walk towards his seat and settled his ass on it . He looked at Alicia from his point of view she seems a little off..

Alicia (mumbling): what am i doing in this classroom i feel like i've got nothing to do here I think my dad is right i'm a mistake .My eyes started tearing up oh shit i don't want anybody to notice

Alicia :Mr.Presscott ?

Mr.Presscott :Yes Alicia?

Alicia: Can i go to the bathroom?

Mr.Presscott: Go.

I got out of class on my way to the bathroom i saw him.I fell weak on my knees my eyes tearing up my wound re-opened all the bad memories striking in the back of my mind.Please save me.