Dear Lauren,
Love might be the most complicated law. After all what do we find in love? Mostly happiness but like everything there is, we find a way to mess it up. You know what they say, "the more you're happy the more you'll suffer". And maybe it's an understatement, but does anyone find perfect happiness? I'm pretty sure you've known this by now but it hurt's more to love then to get burned.
For one reason and one reason only, it touch our hearts and maybe this is stupid but I know you see right through me. I try my best to never let you in, to see the truth. But you put your arms around me and it's easier to tell you how I feel. And after all you can see who I am so why do I try? Maybe 'cause I'm scared, scared that you might feel the same, scared that you could love me and scared that I might brake you're heart. But after all isn't that what love should be?
And I know I'm just rambling but my feelings for you scare me too much to not think about it. Perhaps this isn't a good idea because I am mostly over-reacting like I always do. Maybe this shouldn't happen but how can we know what love is if we just keep stepping away from the edge?
I don't know I guess i'll finish here and maybe if I have the guts I'll talk to you in person but you never really know. But that's how our relationship works i guess.
Sincerely yours,
Camz.
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(A/N Note)
I know this is totally different from what I usually do but I thought I'd try it out.
Tell me if you guys like it.
With love,
Eva.
(All credits to @directionizer for the cover above)
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Camren Poems
PoetryJust a bunch of short poems I made with Camren as my inspiration.