Dad's a MONSTER | BTS Ff (ON-HOLD)

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۰۪۫T۪۫۰۰۪۫a۪۫۰۰۪۫e۪۫۰۰۪۫h۪۫۰۰۪۫y۪۫۰۰۪۫u۪۫۰۰۪۫n۪۫۰۰۪۫g۪۫۰۰۪۫s۪۫۰ ۰۪۫p۪۫۰۰۪۫o۪۫۰۰۪۫v۪۫۰

"MIYA MIYA" I look towards the noise which was coming from the school nurse.
I see miya running with yoongi behind hollaring for her.

She runs up the stairs and I head to yoongi.

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HER"  I pushed him against the door frame

"NOTHING" he lied

"LIAR" I growled

"I I did nothing you asshole, she woke up crying and she RAN"

"Wha? ~" I am confusion.  What does he mean. I furrow my brows and tilt my head.

"Ughhhh,  In mr.parks class she didn't wake up so I took her here and she woke up crying"

"Anything else.  Is that it? "

Hesitantly he shook his head no
"She..... She got text messages"
"Oka-"
"... From her dad" Yoongi interrupted
"So?  What it's her dad?  What?  Yoongi be clearer"

He reached in his pocket and pulled out a phone.  Her phone.
He opened it and showed me the messages.
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'Monster/appa: don't forget to do all your chores

Monster/Appa: you'll get beat as soon as I get home if ur not finished.

Monster/Appa: I can't wait to make your pretty pale skin painted with red, purple, black, and blue.

Monster/Appa:  u better have the house SPOTLESS.

Monster/Appa:  oh so u decide to leave me on read huh?  Just wait till I get home.  Then you'll have a reason not to answer me bc ur mouth will be busted u lil shit.
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"Holy shit" I gasp and try to get my thoughts together
I realize that I was still pinning yoongi to the door frame so I let go and blanked

"MIYA! " I RAN I ran upstairs and to the only reasonable place.
The rooftop

"Tae wait! " Yoongi runs after me but I ignore him.
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~Time skip bc I'm lazy~

We reached the door.  Yoongi caught up surprising because he's very lazy.

I go to grab the door handle but yoongi grabs my wrist.
"What? "
"Wait... Shhhhh..... Listen" We put our ears up to the door and faintly hear miya.

"Maybe I should jump. End it all.  No pain no sadness.  No one will notice I'm gone.  He'll leave me alone,  I won't have to go home, nobody will cry over a freak.  No I don't want them to cry.  Its not that I matter anyways"

She starts singing,  and it sounded beautiful.

"I don't need your tears
I don't care for promises
All I need is you
Out of my life"
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We heard sniffles before she continued.

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I guess it's over now
The curtains fell, goodnight
Now every good story needs its ending
It's not that I want to watch you leave
But it's all ending now
I have to let you go"

I busted through the door and ran strait to miya. She was at the edge of the small opened window,  eyes closed, arms wide,  and ready to jump.

۰۪۫M۪۫۰۰۪۫i۪۫۰۰۪۫y۪۫۰۰۪۫a۪۫۰۰۪۫s۪۫۰ ۰۪۫p۪۫۰۰۪۫o۪۫۰۰۪۫v۪۫۰

Once I got here I started thinking.
'Should I end it all? '
'Fly away? '
'No one will care.  No tears
No regrets'

I started singing....

"I don't need your tears
I don't care for promises"....

Tears slipped down my cheek.  This is what I want.  I WANT to die... But why can't I just do it (just do ittttt-vine) I'm srry

"I guess it's over now
The curtains fell, goodnight
Now every good story needs its ending
It's not that I want to watch you leave
But it's all ending now
I have to let you go"

I walked up to the opened window and closed my eyes
'This Is it'
'Its over now"

I felt that cool calming wind blow through my sweater comforting me with its cold grip.

I stepped off.  But I wasn't met with the cold concrete ground.  I felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist tightly

"Wha?~"

"Miya oh my gosh,  are you okay? "

I turn to see tae and behind him yoongi
Tears fill my eyes once again.

"Ta-tae? ~"
"Ye-"
Before he could speak I pushed his arms off me
"WHY? WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT? "

"M-miya?  Please " he looked at me pleading

"NO I WANTED TO JUMP.  I WANT TO DIE AND U RUINED IT! "I screamed at him which I probably shouldn't have but I did.

" Miya calm down,  breath" Yoongi cut in

"I-i- I can't believe,  I can't believe that that you,  you did that.  NO  WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT.  I CAN'T LIVE ANYMORE. " my knees gave out on me and I sat on the floor with them held to my chest.... I couldn't breath but that's ok.

"Miya!? " I felt yoongi rubbing circles on my back.
I was having a panic attack.
The air got thinner and suffocated me every second.  Every breath.

"I- I I jus-just wan-ted to fly... Let me fly"

"Miya breath,  shh shh shh breath~... It's okay"
We sat there a while until I could finally breath.

"Why~" My voice shaked

"Why what? "

" Why can't,  why can't you let me die"

"No you can't die,  people care about you miya"

"No one cares!  Just - just let me die..   Please I wanna dieeee! " I stood up, pushed him away, and backed up to the corner.

"Miya calm down" Yoongi knew I was going to have another panic attack.  He was right.  I did

I felt really dizzy.  The ground started swaying underneath my feet. Drowsiness engulfed me in its opened arms and I finally fell.
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Hiya.  Ik this is cringy but.... Here ya go.
Song: it's over now-tedy
Q:  what do u think will happen next?

Stay healthy,  drink that h2o,  eat even if u don't wanna,  just a reminder that I love y'all bu-bye🖤💛