Dad's a MONSTER | BTS Ff (ON-HOLD)

promise?

Miyas pov......

I feel something warm next to me. I open my eyes to see guess who... Min fucking yoongi. I look at our position, our legs tangled his hands are in my hair, and I'm into his chest.
Why do I feel so comfortable and safe? How the fuck did I get here?

~flash back~

Miyas pov

I feel immense pain shoot through my body. A person walks in and cradles me, who?
The glass that was in my skin is being picked out. Who??

"Almost done kitten... Oneeeeee more... There"

Did he just call me kitt-
"Ahh" I was cut off by The last piece of glass coming out of my skin. That one hurt like hell.

~end of flash back~

Yoongi brought me here. Mwo? Oh ma gaww
I look around the room. I'm at his house, in his bed, laying next to him.
Okay okay calm down miya.

I look around again and see a piece of paper. A note.
I reach down and read it. Why did he put a heart at the end.
I shrug it off.
He said he was on the couch.
Next to me IS NOT the fucking couch....

Wait... I look under the covers pfffeew, I wipe the nonexistent sweat off.
I still have my clothes on cool.

Slowly I slip out of his grasp, he shuffles and moves his arms, I guess looking for me. I put a pillow in his arms and he calmed down.
I head to the bathroom because I actually need to take ola shower.
Carefully I slip out of my torn bloodstained clothes and start the water.

"Haaa" I hiss the water hits all of my cuts stinging like crazy.
Slowly but surely the stinging goes down, just a lil.
I scrub away all of the blood off and wash my hair. Once the soap hit my body right then I knew I fucked up. I jumped out of the water stream.

"Ahh" I try to suffer in quiet because I don't wanna wake up yoongi. The soap seeps into each cut. I step back into the water and wash off as quick as possible.

"Are you o-kay? " I hear yoongi Groggily ask. Shit I woke him up

"Y-yea I'm fine, thank you"
I finish washing off and I turn the water off.. Welp I turned the wrong knob and now hot water is burning the hell out of my skin.

"Hot hot hot hot" I turn the water off and sit down. My skin burns so bad.
I hear yoongi knock on the door

"Are you sure you're okay? "

"Yes I just bur-ned my myself that all"

"Oh okay, I'mma be on the couch if you need me"

I said 'okay' and started to get dressed. He left me a T-shirt and grey sweatpants.
I look at myself in the mirror.

'Ugly'

I walk out of the bathroom and see yoongi on the couch.

"Hey"

"Oh miya you're out. You probably have questions don't you? "

"Y-yea.... Um what happened? "

Yoongi explained everything.

"Oh my gosh, i-i- I'm so sorry you had to see that" He seen me at my low point. Min yoongi seen me. Get beat up by my dad.

"No no no, don't apologize he should be the one apologizing he hurt you, fathers don't do that to precious people miya"he stares into my eyes. I see worry all over his face, great another person I'mma burden to.

" I know but that my father sadly"

"Wait yoongi what time is it"
He looks at his phone.

"7:15am"

"Shit we have school" His eyes widen and he rushes to his room.
He walks out and hands me a pair of ripped black skinny jeans and a long sleeve shirt. He goes back and comes out with some makeup. I'm guessing concealer.

"Here I know you're gonna want to cover your bruises up"

"Th-thank you"

"No problem" He walks back in his room and I go to the bathroom to change.

(Not the glasses and shoes.... Miya wears converse)

Surprisingly the pants fit. A little too big but I can handle it.
He walks out and we both head out the door.
It's a silent walk, it's not an awkward silence more of comforting silence.
We arrive at school and I can tell people are staring. I put my hair on the side of my face so you can't see me.
I walk to my locker to get my back pack and yes I left it in there.
I go to first period and hope for the best, but things don't always go as planned.
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In class~~~~

My eyes slightly flicker towards soh-joo the popular girl.
She stood up making everyone's eyes look at her.

"THIS BITCHY FREAK LOOKED AT ME"

she pointed at me and everyone was now staring at me.
My feelings started to overwhelm

"Miya?! " I heard yoongi but I ignored him.

Trigger warning..

I ran out leaving yoongi and everyone else.
I went straight to the bathroom and pulled out the razor from my backpack
I had to feel, the feeling of the thick red liquid flow down my arm.
I cut 12 times on my arm, my hands we're bloody and shaking, but that didn't stop me from cutting more. 12 cuts 13 cuts 14 cuts... 26. 26 cuts all on my left wrist.
I felt worthless.

3rd pov......

Miya sat on the cold bathroom floor visibly shaking. Yoongi ran out of class after her.
He walked passed the girls bathroom when he stopped he heard sobs. He knocked on the door.

"Miya? "

*sobs*

"I'm coming in okay? "
Yoongi walked in and almost cried at the sight, he held it all in though for her.
He walked up to her and cradled her, slowly rocking back and forth.

"Hey shh shh it's okay now, she's the real freak not you okay"
*sniffles* all that was heard from miya was sniffles.

Sighing yoongi picked miya up, he set her on the sink and slowly cleaned the cuts.

*click* both yoongi and miya looked to see one of soh-joos minions taking a picture. Yoongi wanted to kill that girl right then and there but miya was his top priority.

Miya hissed in pain with each swipe of the paper towel.
Yoongi stopped and looked at her.

"Promise me you wong do this ever again" She looked up at him hesitantly, she said

"Can't" Yoongi looked at her.

"Promise" Miya said in a low voice. This caused yoongi to smile.
She pulled the sweater sleeves back down and decided to skip the rest of the day.
Yoongi obviously walked her back home, they only walked a third of the way to her house before she stopped. She told him that she couldn't be seen with another person, and yoongi knew why.
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Stay healthy, drink dat h20, and eat... Remember I love y'all and it's like 1am and I haven't slept in idk how long... So I'm updating this is a double update and I'm getting ready to post anotha chapter (DJ khalid anotha one) so triple update...

I love y'all bubye