Your POV
It had been a rough few months. The doctor said that you and Jason should have no problem conceiving and yet, here you were, taking ovulation tests, scheduling sex, blaming yourself, and dreading checking the tests. It all hit you at once one day and you lay in bed with the covers over your head and bawled until you cried so hard that you gagged, ran to the bathroom and threw up your breakfast. Jason came in and rubbed your back and you choked on silent sobs.
"(Y/n) I hate seeing you like this. It's not your fault." You looked up at him and wiped your tears away. "I'm s-so af-fraid to take another t-test, Jason. My h-heart can't t-take it anymore!" You screamed the last part. You didn't mean to but you've become so frustrated with your body. You felt broken. Jason took you into his lap on the bathroom floor. "Well.. I hate to say it but.. I want you to take one more. For me." You look at him ready to cry again when he explains himself. "You have been extra sensitive this past week, this isn't the first time you've thrown up, and I know you're late. Please take it. If it's negative we will stop trying so hard and just let it happen." You give him a weak, "Okay..." you stood up and open the box. You open it and look at Jason, still sitting on the floor. "I'm not leaving you. I'm staying right here with you." He gives you a thumbs up and you sit and take the test. You set a timer and wait. Jason pulls you against the door with him. He begins rocking you slowly and starts singing.
"Baby, I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time, and maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you. Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time, you hung me on the line.
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you.
Baby, I'm a man, maybe I'm a lonely man who's in the middle of something that he doesn't really understand. Baby, I'm a man,
And maybe you're the only woman who could ever help me. Baby, won't you help me to understand? Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh."
You were tearing up a bit when the timer went off. Jason went to grab it but you took it before he could. You looked at it and saw a big fat positive sign... right before you passed out on the floor.
YOU ARE READING
Real life (Jason Todd x Reader) smut and fluff
FanfictionStory started out as a smut but it's writing it's self quite honestly