Dear Dad,
Everyday it gets harder to get up. It ya like I can't move. I don't want to move. I just want to lay there and cry. I just.... I miss you lots. I want you back with me.
You haven't taught me how the world works. Or anything About where you grew up. I have to know. It's hard not knowing what to do or how to do some things.
It's been so long since I've seen you or our home for that matter. I wanna see our family and I wanna see pictures and memories of you. It's like I can see you with every corner I turn. Like those movie memories. You know the ones. Where they appear and you look at it from a third person view then it vanishes.
Sometimes I go out and see a dad to things for his kid and I can't help but smile and tear up. That used to be us but you left.
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME!!!??? I NEEDED YOU! YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD STAY TIL MY GRADUATION!😭
THE SHIT I HAD TO GO THREW, THE BULLYING GOT WORSE. THE TEACHERS DIDN'T HELP, AND MY GRADES SLIPPED!!!
Daddy I need you! Teach me more about cows, about gardening, I miss riding the tractor with you, and hunting, and fishing, I didn't even get to go to the tractor show with you. Dad please come back.
I'm going to get my welding certification and I need pointers. I need practice. Dad, please.
My heart hurts. I want you and Mom back. Please. I'm starting to drive. You said you'd teach me. You PROMISED! Why did God take you from me. You're mine. Mine alone. I need you.
Please come back.
Sincerly, Blondie Blue Eyes.
