Dear Daddy,
A lot has happened in my life recently. I don't know if I can tell you all of it but I sure will try, so here goes.
About a month ago the love of my life broke up with me. The pain was worse than the pain I felt when you died. Hard to believe, I know, but it's true.
The night he broke my heart I went to my friend for comfort and I had sex with him. It wasn't supposed to mean anything but he thought it did.
Shortly after me and my love got back together. I asked my friend to leave me be, that I just wanted to be his friend but it didn't work.
Dad, I'll spare you all the details and tell you the truth... I lied a lot. I lied to keep my love, I lied to keep my family happy, I lied to myself... telling myself that it wouldn't hurt to let my love go... but letting him go hurts much more than holding on...
I promise you daddy... I'll make it right. I'll clean my mess. I swear on your ashes.
