I don't want to eat
I don't want to do anything
When will this emptiness leave me
So I can feel whole again
Some days are better than others
I silently cry
I don't want anyone to see me
If I could understand what I'm feeling
So I can take this silent pain away
Leave it where its supposed to be
There are times I can forget
Where I can look further
Where the chaos in my mind is settled
And I don't have to deal with everything
It always comes back
As I lie in my empty nest
Silence is all I have
I want to understand
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PoetryI've been writing poetry forever, I just happened find these older poems from 2008. I wanted a place I could put them and share. They are a lot shorter than I usually write. 2008 was a rough year for me, I left an abusive relationship after Seven Ye...