Love & Lust (Colby Brock)

THREE

"Iz, Colby, come on we're all about to sit down to watch a movie." Devyn whispers through the crack of Colby's bedroom door, trying not to give anything away to the others.

It's not as if anything happened...unless you class leaning your head on someone's shoulder 'doing something', in which case you have the mentality of a 12 year old.

"Oh okay. Coming now!" I hum, moving to crawl off of the bed. Just as I set my hand down to get off, it falls onto Colby's.

He looks at me momentarily as I do him before I pull my hand away and get up swiftly & awkwardly.

"Shit...sorry!" I say as I stand to the side of the bed in embarrassment.

"Don't worry about it." He smirks, closing his laptop softly and putting it on his night stand.

We both walk towards the door, not speaking a word. He stands by the open bedroom door for me to go through it first.

"Izzy?" He speaks, just as I walk through into the dimly lit hallway.

"Yeah?" I ask, turning to look back at him as he stares at me.

"You look beautiful." He informs, boosting my confidence yet bringing the blood rushing to my cheeks as I blush harshly.

I don't reply, simply just smile a sweet, endearing smile before beginning to walk again.

As we reach the living room, all the guys are ready and waiting. Jake walks in holding a packet of Cheetos in one hand and his other in the bag, stuffing his face.

We all get comfortable, Kat & Sam on the right, Devyn & Corey in the middle, Colby & myself on the left side. Aaron & Jake sit comfortably on a beanbag each in front of the sofa.

I sit up in a straight position on the seat with my leg crossed over the other and my hands in my lap, in between Colby and Dev.

Dev looks at me and jolts her head discreetly as if to say 'make a move!'. I shake my head at her, smiling.

Looking over at Colby, he's completely engrossed in the movie. I haven't even peered up at the screen yet. I can't while I'm sat like this. I don't know how to sit.

As the movie goes on a little, I see Colby look over to me in my peripheral vision. I act as if I haven't seen him look at me, pretending to watch the movie - though I have no idea what movie this is or what's happening.

He fidgets a little, bringing himself closer to me 'accidentally'. I lift my body with my arms, just to reposition my uncomfortable sitting position. As I put my hand down onto the cushion, Colby moves his hand to lay on top of mine, interlocking our fingers from above.

I look over to him as he does it, yet he pays no attention, with his eyes solely looking at the TV screen. I close my hand on his fingers, locking them together. I start to feel a little bit more comfortable now that he has done that.

A little while later, he unlocks our fingers & I comply, taking my hand away gently. He throws his arm over my shoulders swiftly, whispering 'fuck it' under his breath as he pulls me in close to him.

I lay my head to rest on his chest as we get comfortable on the sofa. Looking around, Kat, Sam, Corey & Dev are asleep and it's not even half way through the movie. Colby looks at me, jolting his head up as he indicates for us to go upstairs.

Colby and I move slowly & hesitantly, trying not to wake the two couples next to us as we get up off of the sofa. Jake & Aaron don't realise until we're at the living room entrance in which they both give us a look, smirking uncontrollably as we look back. I firmly stick my middle finger up jokingly as we continue to walk to the stairs.

As we get to the stairs, we run up them as quietly as possible, yet giggling as we go as he pulls me up by my hand.

Reaching the top of the stairs, Colby pushes me up against the wall opposite the descending staircase. Unable to restrain himself, Colby pushes himself against me. As if the house is completely empty, he begins to kiss me softly. As the intensity of the kiss grows, it becomes more rough.

As we reach the bedroom door, he pushes it open aggressively as if time is against us. We make our way over to the bed, still kissing intensely. He pushes both our bodies into the bed, clambering on top of me.

His lips brush mine. Not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. I want to pull away before I lose myself but I can't seem to...In this moment, my senses have been seduced and I can't think straight anymore. "Isabella" he whispers slowly, prolonging each letter as if to savor them. I smile, my heart fluttering at his voice as I clasp my hands on either side of his face.

He begins to rapidly unbuckle his belt before the top button to his trousers before I place my hand on his, stopping him from taking his distressed black jeans off.

"Wait." I speak, out of breath.

"What's wrong?" He asks in confusion, settling down a little.

"Not now. I want it to be special." I say, making him understand every word that left my mouth.

He nods in understanding, leaving his belt and jeans undone, continuing to kiss my neck, his left hand in my hair & his right against the right side of my neck.

I'm definitely a hot mess. Moments later, he moves from hovering over my raging hormonal body.

With a slight smile, I hop on top of him, leading down to kiss him, then taking his top off and kissing down his chest.