Deeply Devoted| Yoonmin

Blue Roses

~~~Park Jimin~~~
~~~8:00am| Friday| On his way to work~~~

Last night....

 It was something I never experience.

The terror I felt, the tight knot in my stomach and the lump stuck in my throat...

 It all made me feel sick to the point I wanted to throw up. 

The roads today seem empty but they were actually the same as yesterday. I was trying to pay attention to my driving but instead my mind continued to wonder. The thought of Yoongi being the biggest drug dealer and a gang leader that's well know amongst the streets. 

Why didn't I know? 

Since no one has seen his face clearly no one knows how he truly looks...

Except me...

And his gang members...

And probably his family...

I shook the thoughts of him out my head so I can pay attention to me driving; it was a good moment I did that too since I was about to ram my car right into another car. The person in the car honked at me multiple times and even lowered their window to yell at me, so I lowered mines as well. 

The man yelled loudly saying, "Don't you look where you're driving!? Are you trying to create an accident!? How'd you even get your license!?" 

"I'm sorry sir... My apologies I wasn't paying attention please forgive me." I'm not a mean person, my personality doesn't allow me to be disrespectful or rude to anyone no matter the situation. I hate it at times but it's gotten me out of lots of trouble. 

At least for now.

"Next time pay attention!" The man yelled one last time and rolled up it window. 

I couldn't help but nod and be weak and apologize. When he drove off I was able to drive past the stop sign at park inside the parking lot of my first job. Walking into the flower shop I seen one of my fellow coworkers working as the cashier, when she was done with her customer she looked up causing her eyes landed upon me.

"Jimin oppa! Good morning~!" She waved sweetly with a gentle angelic smile printed across her small smooth tan face.

"Morning Hana." I wasn't in the mood to be sweet with my words so I waved with a frown and headed to the employee break room which headed to the locker room where I put on my uniform.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When I was done changing I walked into the break room and saw Hana sitting at the table waiting. 

"Is everything okay Hana?" I tapped her shoulder concerned for her state. She looked over her shoulder before turning around fully in her seat to face me.

"Oppa, are you okay? You don't look so good. Did something happen to you last night?" He concern for me made me speech less and surprised. 

"Hana I'm fine, nothing happened I just went to bed a little bit later then I usually do." I lied to her and the lie created a tighter knot in my stomach. 

The lie was believe-able especially with a fake smile that magically smeared across my face. She nodded her head while looking at me up and down reassuring herself that I'm fine.

 " I have to go water the plants and check on the green house plants and sprinklers; I remember one of our coworkers mentioning it not working yesterday. Also you should get back to the register, you can text me later if you'll like."