Deeply Devoted| Yoonmin

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I cant think of names for my chapters so I'm going to use the plant emojis so excuse my laziness with titles

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~~~~Park Jimin~~~~
~~~8AM|Laying down| Minhki's house~~~

"You hungry Jimin?" Minhki asked me while hugging my waist tightly as he laid beside me comforting me.

"Yeah but... I dont want to move." I replied back.

He nodded then got off of the bed and began to walk while dragging his feet to the kitchen.

"Eveything is your fault Jimin. You put this all on yourself. You just aren't good enough for Yoongi." I whispered to myself feeling my warm tears fall out my eyes down my face.

I feel so stupid for putting this all on myself. I thought mines and Yoongi's relationship could be perfect, the dream relationship everyone always wanted.

But its not.

And it's my fault.

I pressed my hands over my face and sat up crossing my legs as I cried more. "I am always hurting someone I love. Everything is my fault! Yoongi hyung deserves better than me. All I do is hurt him."

I cried harder into my hands feeling my tears flow out the palms of my hands.

"Jimin is a fruit bowl okay?" I heard Minhki ask as he entered the room. "Jimin?" He walked to the bed and sat down next to me and started hugging me.

"Jimin tell me what's wrong? Why are you crying again?" He asked me with sweet words.

"Why am I not good enough!? I always hurt him!? He was so open to me, showed me sides if him no one else ever seen! And I hurt him!"

I yelled while sobbing into his shirt.

"I just want him to be happy but I just hurt him! He would be better off without me!"

Minhki sucked his teeth and held me tighter. "Jimin you are good enough. You are perfect in my eyes. Yoongi isnt the one for you. He's a cold asshole who was putting negative vibes and thoughts into your head."

He began to pet my head while slightly stroking his fingers through my hair.

"Jimin no one is better then you. You're adorable, funny, sweet, mean when needed, and fun to be around. I love you so much even if you dont love yourself. I'm here for you."

His words caused me to stop crying and hug him tightly. "I love you too Minhki."

After a while of sitting here holding each other tightly Minhki broke the tight hold and cupped my face.

He stared fondly at me for a little then smiled. "I love you Jimin."

I smiled a bit a let out a small huffed giggle. "I love you to Minhki."

He shook his head and pulled me closer to his face. "No Jimin I mean I love you... I really love you."

His confession caused a rose color rise to my cheeks and my eyes glimmer with small tears.

He smiled with his teeth showing before pulling me into a deep gentle sweet kiss.

I didnt deny the kiss I closed my eyes and enjoyed his soft lips against mines. The kiss reminded me of how Yoongi would kiss me when he was being sincere and careful after something had happened.