[oops here's a #taygetsthegay entry] [this isn't all that exciting but this song has been in my head and i'm feeling short on words tonight and i apologize if you hate this yeah]
christian and alexander were best friends from childhood, having gone through everything together. just one slip up, a simple press of the lips, had christian feeling more than he wanted.
five months later, his heart's in danger and he's sleeping with his best friend.
alexander knew it was a risk - to be caught in such a compromising situation, the horror - but god did he need the thrill.
sleepovers ending in messy hair and strangled breathing had become the norm for the two boys. they were unable to admit that, fuck, they were terrified of one slip up, just as minor as the first night christian had kissed alexander.
young, hot-blooded and unable to curb the desire they felt. it was all too simple, the friend to sleep with within an arm's reach.
fast forward five more months and the two have become strangers, still craving that touch only the other could give, but missing the easy friendship from before.
both unable to apologize and ask for the other back.
the strangers in clubs, the loud noise and all the lack of alexander left christian feeling rather destroyed. years of friendship down the drain, the cord that tethered them together having been snapped like a twig.
it was a risk to even fall in love, and god, had that risk become a real problem for the two boys.
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Remedy
Poetrya collection of short stories/poetry pieces based on songs or other things that inspire me to write